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2009-09-09T01:07:00.002+08:00

Obstacles on the Way

There are always hindrances along the way. A hindrance either discourages or it becomes the starting point for a new miracle. Hindrances often seem overwhelming and impassable, and they are meant to stop us. But they can also lead us to new heights of strength and inspiration. Hindrances often reveal weaknesses and imperfections in our lives. But they can also cause new grace, new strength and new wisdom to come into our lives.

The human mind often wants simple and convenient solutions to every problem. It wants the hindrance to disappear as quickly and painlessly as possible. But most often this is not the case. Life is not a TV game. There are so many more ingredients, and the solutions are often very different from what we had thought. There is no doubt that hindrances are to be removed. But during this removal process, even the hindrance is doing something in our lives. It pushes and shoves against our weak sides so that when it is finally removed, we are changed.

This is how it is for everyone who is exercising, developing and striving to reach a particular goal. The runner’s weakness becomes the focal point for intense training so that what was weak is made strong; it might even go so far that the weakness becomes the runner’s strength in the future. Therefore, weaknesses, hindrances and resistance should not discourage us. Some people hate problems. But problems are no problem; they are there to be solved. And there are always solutions in God’s heart. Hindrances that are meant to stop us can be transformed by God’s hand. He can turn what was meant for harm into something good and use it to do more than we ever could imagine.

2009-08-03T18:51:00.001+08:00

here to update as my oink oink said so. . Latest info from me is that I'm having fever as high as 39 degree. . Haiz. . Just went to bath wif cold water guess abit so so le bah. . I'm having a bad giddy now. . I shell not say much. . So sry bell bell wor. . Nite. . .

2009-06-04T22:00:00.001+08:00

Haha. . I said I will post today. . So here I am. .

Hmm, today in sch nth much just tat the eng teacher is totally no link. . Ask us to watch a movie tat is no link at all and ask us some qus so most of the ans I put no comment. . wahaha. . cos it's too boliao already. . =_+"

So aft sch, went to bell house to gave a an ice-cream. . . Scary sia. . Wen I'm abt to leave her mom going to open the door. . LOL. . it's shocking. . wahaha. . den took bus home . . =]

2009-05-26T22:26:00.005+08:00

Guess going to fall sick soon. today went home early. . My sch end at 5p.m but i go off at 3.30p.m. Stomach was super pain la. Nth much to say lor. At nite went dinner wif my church friends. .

2009-05-22T00:22:00.004+08:00

As I told some of you that I confirm will blog so I'm here to blog. HAHA. Today sch was damn bloody sux man.. Math do revision nia. . nothing much to say de. . Hmm, aft which, everyone in the class said don't wan go for eng lesson den go home. . but the malay guys went to hv their lunch in the canteen. . So wei sheng tot that they will go aft that, scare until lyk tat. WTH. Den he and millicent went to accompany me to the bus stop. She said wanna go wif me but when the bus came, wei seng said he not going, he going to class. Then she also follow. . =_+"

Pang seh kia. . Monkey see monkey do. . so hack it lor. . I go myself. Thxs to my gf who encourage me a few days ago. She said that learn to be independent cos not all the times there will be ppl beside me de. . HAHA. So I went there alone lor. It's sort of fun. I went to ask the ppl there how to reach the place lor. But the person there was kind enough to tell me how to go and v detail somemore ar. . LOL. So too bus 97 back. When reach outside vivo, don't know wanna get down the bus mah. .SO i think for v v long, den wen the door is close, I press the bell and get down there lor. So I walked to the interchanged there and said to myself, which bus come first den I'll take which bus. If bus 188 come first den I'll go home, if bus 963 come first den i'll go back sch.

So who know that bus 963 come first. No choice lor. go back sch. . when reach sch, wei seng said 1 hr late no attendance. . I said don't kao pei la. . better then those who nv come class at all right. . Lame. Use brain wen talk can a not. . Na bei. . So aft which I went to play Mafia war. . WAHAHA . . better den stay in the stupid class which got 2 students and 1 teacher. . So boliao la. Waste time. den aft which I treat the classroom as if is my house. I took of my sock. . WAHAHA.

Aft which I met my sec sch friends den we took mrt home lor.. My friends in nitec be4 de took me that mechatronic de ppl not steady de. . Den I said I know ar. . I see my class I know le. Worse than wat he said ar. . LOL. Got kao bei one, sia lan one, Guai lan one. . Alot ar. But prefer to walk wif them den going home alone. HAHA. It's much more fun. . =D

she got nth better to do so draw all tis. =_+"

2009-05-19T21:27:00.005+08:00

Hmm, guess it's a bit surprise to see me blog at this time bah. . Think so. . lol. .

The reason is v v simple. I've no mood. Today can say it's sux. woke up den went for driving lesson. Today driving was anyhow de. I also don't know why leh. Hmm, perhaps is tired. Not sure. Then somemore the instrutor look so Kao Bei. =_+"

Den aft driving saw jia hao and another guy from ex rgt de also. So we went for lunch near the driving centre. Aft hving lunch, we went to wait for bus 188 . . I took bus 188 to sch lor. Den in the bus, I saw another guy who was in the same class as me when I'm in NT. . It's lyk today saw a few of my sec sch friends le. Haha. So went to talk to him till we reach sch lor. . K, den the story start from here. . . . . . .

When reach sch, I went to the library to use the com awhile lor. Aft which went back to class to start my project. I quickly took something to do. I went to do the part for the wheel de. Meanwhile, I also do the moto thing lor. In the process, Millicent was pissed off wen talking to him lor. He change his mind all the time, If want it that way den do la. What for wan to ask us den in the end still wan it his way. . NO LINK MAN. . CRAP LA. . He still said he don't wan do le, wan change group. Then I was lyk hack care. As long as I do my thing well and so so can already cos I totally don't have any experience at all and I'm in the process of learning. . cos I don't even hv the basic of D&T so how u expect me to do the mesurement all tis. . =_+??? . . . . .

Ok, den break time. I did not go for break cos I hv not even finish the thing which I need to do, how can go for break leh. Hmm, and not really v hungry lor. Den aft break they came back. At a moment of time, he is using com to don't know do wat shit. . He use com play game or surf net can la, den I use he KPKB. . =_+"
I also don't wan say much la. As long as I'm able to go poly can le. This is my aim. They rest is just part and pazzle of life. KH ar KH . . Must learn to endure. . Go out work also the same thing will happen de ar. . KH: yea, hope so bah har. .

Hmmm, This is really the part which I hated most. . They said wan go national libarary to do don't know wat thing. . Den ask me go along. I was lyk so pack, my driving test coming soon le. I said u all go lor, cos I really can't make it unless got time la. Put urself in my shoes la. NA BEI. If u were v v busy den I keep u do tis and tat will u get pissed of mah. =_+"
Anw, tis project I also won't say much if it come to discuession time. COS it's OVER. I'll just do wat I'm suppose to do and tat's all. . .

Aft which went to take bus wif all my sec sch friends. HAHA. It's lyk not bad la. At least someone to talk to wen in the bus and somemore we make alot of joke and suan each other.

Hmm, last few days went to suntec wif my gf to buy some stuffs. . . HAHA. I wanted to buy 1 running shoes but it cost abt $70 plus plus. So can not buy. =[ We were running short of time so we bought the stuff den walk walk jiu go home le. Den at nite went to 24 hr coffee shop to had supper. The food is damn oily. It's cost me about $5. . hot milo cost $1.10, the food cost $3.50. EX AR. . =[

Time really pass by damn fast ar. . LOL. Ytd me and my ah bell tgt for 8 th le. It's passes lyk a silent wind. Anw, hope tat out relation will be stable and strong. =]

did u miss me ?
I miss u loads.=[
love ya.

2009-05-15T22:45:00.005+08:00

Haiz. . sad. today was not a v good day for me. . =[

went to sch as per normal, den went home to have a rest. aft which I fall aslp. . Aft woke up, my dad asked me to fetch my sis at 6.30p.m . . so aft tat the floor is dry and I went to play bball for abt 1 hr. . Follow by, went home bath and went to lot 1 wif jia hao to accompany him buy his stuff.

And also pay my phone bill too. . Haiz. While typing, my parents now still quarrelling. . =[
So aft which went to lot 1 walk walk and guess what. . I spent $8 just to catch something which I wanna give to someone I love most and she is my SIM HOE YEE.. But guess what.. I caught nth again. Haiz.

She is not happy. . So tot of something to cheer her up, but in the end I got nth. She is not happy is all my fault. haiz. I should not hv called her in the first place. =[
Y Y Y ?? Y ALL TIS MUST HAPPEN TO ME. . !!!!!!!!!!!!! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. . =[
I HAD ENOUGH !!!!!!!!!!!

I will end my post.

2009-05-11T00:31:00.002+08:00

Today actually don't feel like going to work de. . Ytd chat wif bell bell until 1 plus to 2 like tat . . I was sleepy so don't know what time I slept ytd ar. . LOL

So today drag myself to work lor. . The moment I reach work place saw fira. . I was like SIAN. . She damn kpkb. . Do things don't wan do keep on asking ppl to do. . and somemore is a 2 headed snack. . =_+". . . Hate this kind of ppl. . Lol. . So I requested to work as MDS runner. So as I work nth happen from the start . . starting at 9a.m to abt 1 p.m everything goes on smoothly. . Until my manager said that the customer is v v angry cos have 2 product missing. . 1 is mcwing and another is mcnagget. . I pack tis tgt and put together wif the burger. . and fries together wif another pack so is seprate pack de lor. . still can go missing ar. . stupid rider. . Ass hole la. .

So aft reach home, rest awhile den go play bball at blk 707. . Aft tat my dad fetch me to yew tee to have dinner wif family cos today is mother day mah. . so aft which rest at home. . Haha. aft resting went to go jogging. . tat's my day for today.

2009-05-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 11a.m just to check email all tis. . den went back to slp. . I slept till 1 plus den woke up. . saw abt 5 bun on the kitchen so took it and ate all of them. . Tat's my lunch plus dinner. haha.. aft tat went to bath den went to lot 1 and meet jess and yu ji . . and went down to expo for svc. . =]

Aft svc went to have dinner den went to lot 1. . Don't know why go in the arcade sia. Den it remind me of ytd de elephant. . we use abt $7 to $8 just to catch a toy elephant. . den saw the same thing at lot 1 too. . so used up $6 plus just to catch the same thing for my gf. . GUESS WAT. . I CAUGHT AIR. . MEANS NTH in return . . =_+"

Aft which went home lor. . HAHA. . tat's how is my day. . =D

2009-05-08T23:44:00.003+08:00

HAHA, if I don't post now, I will keep on draging and draging already. So better post now ar. If not ltr tired den don't wanna post already. HAHA.

Today was super tiring but was fun. Morning almost late for sch but late 10 mins only. Lucky teacher hv not start class yet cos we are give 30 mins at most to late onli. haha. So nv kanna fine. If not $1 if late leh. Today weather is damn good mah so almost can't wake up lor. haha. So today lesson was fun, do programming. Aft which I went off early cos I'm hving driving lesson at 12.20p.m mah. So the moment teacher released me, I rush to take the free shuttle bus, manage to sit on the bus. haha. So wen reach there. I done S course and slope. aft which just went to the road already. tat's great. haha. The instructor brought me to Nee ann poly ar. But the driver is me la. He just said where to turn all this nia. During the process, it's real great. We chat about loads of stuffs sia. Fun. Not bad. =D

Aft driving, I went down to outrum park to meet bell bell, den we took mrt down to tampines mall to walk walk lor. and aft which had dinner there. HAHA. Tat's not bad la. Den went to vivo to see the tent again. Now it's back to normal price again. SIAN. Offer is $20 onli leh. Ytd see still have den today wanna buy it's gone. SO SUAI sia. den at the shpping mall tried to catch a elephant also so hard sia. Cost us abt $7 ar. . Ex ar. . LOL. But anw, it's real fun la. =]

So I took bus 188 home lor. This is how I end my day. =D

2009-04-30T22:59:00.002+08:00

Here to post a short 1 if not mom KPKB again. . =_+"
Said be4 11.30p.m must off com cos I everyday so late den sleep. . I was diao. If not she will keep it till the nxt day morning den return me so I must quickly post a short one. . =D

Life was so so for the time-being. Today was late for sch, haha. Cos raining mah, den ya u know singaporean like to drag during tis kind of weather mah. so I was late lor. HAHA. Today math learn new topic, I was trying to catch up cos I'm late so in the end I manage to do the qus lor. HAHA. Aft which had lunch break, Went to slack slack till 1p.m for eng. The first time I look at the eng teacher I was like Eeeeeee. . I don't like at all. Don't ever ask me why . . lol

So everytime I see her, will sure shoot her watever I can if she talk to me, den today I went for her lesson, she said tat I play qi gong and she play tai qi wif me . . I was like . . LOL. . True. . Den she said abt how she look and feel abt me. . She said something which I'm happy. HAHA. She said I have potential leh. . HAHA. . =D

Aft lesson, went to meet bell bell den took 188 bus home to interchange. At interchange I book a pack of potato chip, at first it cost $5 den I ask for discount den the owner said ok $4. . HAHA. So I bought it lor. As u know now I'm really broke. . =]

Aft reaching home, had my dinner den abt 10 went jogging till 11p.m lor. . Haha. Just came home not long ago nia lor. . K, shell stop here. . If not my laptop can said bye bye le. . HAHA.

2009-04-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

very long nv blog le har. Today was ok ok nia lor. Woke up late. Went to POSB to change my bank book den take mrt to dover mrt. Aft which took a bus to sch lor. Haha. Reached sch and went to hall. First thing, went to gym lor. Aft tat den went to play badmiton wif the rest of them.

It's abt 12p.m, went to cafe to have my lunch. Lol. Aft tat went to classroom to rest awhile. Den start to discuss the prject stuff. Today teacher released us early, so went out to accompany wei sheng to have his lunch outside the coffeeshop. HAHA. Aft tat, went back to the back of the sch to take bus lor. Went to meet my gf. It's about 5.30p.m.

So went to took a mrt to bukit gombak mrt den walked all the way to bukit batok driving centre. Was abit late. So went in to start practice le. Aft which went to had my dinner at the cafe which I bought a packet of chicken rice at gombak mrt there. Haha. Aft eatting, went to buy a cup of coffee to refresh myself den went to continue my practice. Haha. At abt 7.55p.m, I went in to the room for traffic police test. I did not bad for it. Lol. Aft which took a bus back home.

2009-04-11T23:09:00.005+08:00

LOL. . K k, I'm here to post.

Thurs went to vivo to watch movie with my gf. We went to vivo to watch Knowing. It's a super great show. MUST watch. . HAHA. We reached the place is about 3.40p.m already but the show start at 3.30p.m so not sure if wanna watch a not lor. cos there is another slot at 4.40p.m de. LOL. My dear bell bell went to look at the cheesy hotdog so left me alone to buy the ticket lor. LOL. But who know the 3.30p.m is sort of like pack left only the first row, so I just took it lor. LOL. When I went back, I told her it's the first row den she was ='[ . . Not happy la. $8.50 de movie ticket and got 1st row, cos it's v hard to see the screen mah. Haha. She did not talk to me sia, until in the middle of the show den we were back to normal. . HEHE. . =]

Aft which went to the top took some pic den bought chicken rice to the top and had our dinner. Lol. Aft tat, walk habourfront till 9p.m plus den send her home. . It's a wonderful day. Haha.

Fri nothing much just work from 9a.m to 4p.m nia lor. Aft which at about 7plus went to lot 1 accompany yuji to walk lot 1 lor and jess join along wif us too. This is how I end my fri lor.

Today, haha. Actually had work but last min cancel cos i went to book the driving practical lesson. Haha. So today went to practical was great. I cleared 3 subject. In 5 lesson I cleared my stage 1. . Anw, total there are 5 stages. Hope everything go on smoothly la har. Haha. Aft which went to meet zheng an, yu ji and jess at jurong east mrt cos I last min got to go back driving centre to top-up my card . . LOL. Aft tat went to church for svc. . End svc is about 5.30p.m plus plus. Then went to oppsite coffee shop to have dinner aft which went to bugis to shop. Went to bought 2 shirt at spade for $15 each. =]

2009-03-31T13:22:00.003+08:00

Haha. Here to post abt ytd. Ytd was mon. nth much to do. So went to have mine final theory of driving at bukit batok. . It start at 12.20p.m and end at 1.05 plus plus. LOL.. So aft which went to teck whye mac to refill my water bottle. Then went to the basketball court to see the ppl there play. Then i can't tahan so went to the person and asked them if I can join in too then they said ok. HAHA. Aft which went to played match wif them. . I heard 1 of them is a singapore coach sia. At first at least get 2 over 7. . But 2nd match is 0 sia. . =[
HAHA. Anw, it's a wonderful game. =]

Then took cab to gf house. It cost me $16.40. . HAHA. Aft which at about 5.15p.m I leave and took Mrt back. Went to blk 707 to play bball again wif hendy,faz and fushan. HAHa. It's also wonderful too. =]
But too bad my back is pain . . Guess nv warm up then play. HAHA. Ytd dinner I tried something new. The fish head soup, I added tom yam ingredient and added a lime. WAHX, it's totally like outside who sell tom yam soup sia. . =D

miss ya.Muackx.=]

2009-03-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

HAHA. . Long time since I last blog le har. . This week is a super pack day for me ar. . Sun I work from 3p.m to 11p.m cos when I reach work place at 9a.m the store is black out cos no power suppy. By right I should work from 9a.m to 2p.m but becos of this I change it to 3 to 11p.m lor. Mon I work from 2p.m to 9p.m. Today I work from 1.30 to 10p.m . . 30mins break . . So total is 8hrs of work. . LOL. .

Last week I went to long john silver to apply for fun but who knows aft 2 days they call me for an interview. . I ytd went to the interview and they hired me sia.. LOL. . They said tml can start work le. . Haha. I'll be train at lot1 first then go to yew tee to work. . Which is super near my place la. LOL. Then for mac I tml work at 4p.m to 9p.m . . . Thurs for my stead. Fri for my cca. . Haha. Just nice. Sat rest, go church. Sun mac at 9a.m to 4p.m. . LOL. Pack ar. Cos now holiday mahx. . =]

Hohoho. Me and my stead 6 mths already. Times really flies. . When I'm having camp, she bought me a big micky and ask me to go out of the sch to take sia. . So paiseh. . HAHa. Anw, I love it loads. . =D

2009-02-21T00:18:00.001+08:00

I MISS BELL BELL. . . . =D
Two more weeks to exam. . HAHA. . STUDY HARD NOW. . =]

2009-02-01T22:20:00.003+08:00

Haha. . Recently was really busy. So did not post. . Actually, just reach home not long ago. . Went to work tis morning from 9a.m to 4p.m. . It was real tired. Aft which went home rest for less then 30 mins, went to relatives house to have dinner together. It was ok ok lor. . =]

Missing my gf la. . V long nv see her le, cos I'm busy wif my stuff. . =[

Shell end here. Super tired alredy. . Post other time.

2009-01-22T22:05:00.006+08:00

Haha, I also don't wanna say much cos I'm having a headache. . Morning went to take test. Fail again. SIAN. . I wanna go take pratice first ten test already. . Aft tat went to sch and study. Hoho. Listen in class v v well and did all the things before the rest finish it. . =D

I done all before the break. . Aft which went to took bus 188 to cck. Reached there, walked lot 1 till 7p.m wif jia hao. . Headed home and had dinner. . =]

2009-01-18T22:54:00.005+08:00

Haha, today was super wonderful. . Morning my brother and I went to yew tee market and meet my grandma to help her carry stuffs. Aft which, went to had breakfast at yew tee. . Reached home get ready for bbq stuffs. . . . At abt 1p.m plus went to queensway shopping centre to buy jeans. . Some1 is so uncomfortable la. cos I always change the time. . HEHE. Can't blame me mahx, cos I don't even know where my parents wanna go and wat time go out mahx. . =[

Reached there, tot of give my gf the watch back as she left it at my house ytd and said bye to her. . HAHA. But my parents said wanna go market first so asked my gf if she can accompany me walk for awhile a not and she said ok . . Before we enter, she asked me close my eye and gave me a present, HAHa. 4th mth together already. . Time indeed flies. . I keep on wondering how come she talk to me like so different, now I know y . . Cos she sort of angry, cos don't know wat time and where to meet. . LOL. So we walked the shopping mall till my parents come and meet us . . Haha. Meet and went to a store to buy straight cut jeans. . My dad also bought 1 too. . HAHA. . STEADY AR. . So aft which, went to sent bellbell to IMM. . She wanna change skirt. Heard that she bought skirt is becos of me. . HAHA. I'm TOUCHED. . =D

Aft which, went to yew tee, bought some bbq stuff and headed home. . prepared the stuffs and wait for my relatives to come. . When they reached, we had a great time BBQ. . =D

from bellbell. . <33

2009-01-17T23:02:00.006+08:00

I'm here as promised. . Haha. . Hmm, today woke up super early, woke up at 5.55a.m. Had some biscuit and a cup of water. . Aft which woke my dad up and get prepared. He drove me to my uncle place but called my grandma and she said she still at tampines so we meet her at eunos then go together. . Carried lots of things home, lucky my dad bring us back ar. Got car mahx, so is v convenient . . LOL. .

Aft reaching home, went to take a nap till 2p.m, went out to have lunch wif family memeber. I had a bowl of prawn noodles and 1 cheese prata. . =]
Aft having lunch, they bring me to church. HAHA. Reach church on time. . No need to rush. =D

Aft svc is abt 5.30p.m, went to jurong east MRT, reached there then called bellbell said I can't meet her cos I got something on, I just hang up the phone and see how she react. HAHA. She sound sad sad. . I KNOW. . I did it on perpose. . Y ?? To shock and surprise her. . WAHAHA. Went to my house awhile then went to 24 hrs coffee shop to had dinner. . Aft dinner went to took MRT together wif her to commonwelth and I took MRT back to cck and headed home. .

Meanwhile, I'm on my way home. . I took 307 bus, There are 3 guys who sit at the last row of the bus. 3 ppl took the whole row. . SO . . . . . . Then they talked abt sparing, there is a average weight and a fat guy, the average guy said come spar 1 on 1 la, and is square box, but the fat 1 said NO NO NO. . Play first blood la. . I was like WTH !!! =_+"

No link har. . When I'm about to alight, I stared at them and waited for them to asked me for trouble so that they can spar wif me but they did not. . SO I also don't care. Anw, WHO CARES. . =D

People who are “being” are fully present. They are totally engaged in the moment. This engagement includes an easy appreciation and sense of connection with whomever or whatever they are relating to at the time. These people are aware of a job well done or a difficulty surmounted and will respect and often acknowledge the person who has accomplished it. “Being” is a state of heart and mind that is receptive and able to listen carefully.

-- Sallirae Henderson

2009-01-15T02:00:00.002+08:00

Haha, on the 13th, which is Tues. Went sch and as per normal. Had a mini test and I got 5,45 mins for my test. Got 29 marks out of 30, still have not include the others part. =]

Aft which went home, rest, fetch my sis from sch then let her had her dinner, aft which bring her to tution which is at yew tee CC. Took 302 bus headed to lot1 to meet hendy and jia hao they all. Went to rent Red Clifl 1, then went back to bring my sis home but who know my parents were there alrady. LOL. So hack it. Walked home, and watch red cliff, aft awhile hendy and jia hao SIAN already so they went to my room to use com while I'm outside watching my VCD. . HAHA. It took me abt 2 hrs plus to watch finish the show ar. Aft watching is abt 12 plus already, so we went to play Xbox till 1 plus. . use com until abt 2 then we sleep. . HAHA. Hendy slp my room and me and jia hao slp at master room . . =D

On 14th, ytd,wed. Woke up at 8a.m prepare and went to yew tee CC just to play bball .. LOL. Aft which went to had breakfast at S11, I had 2 prata. =]
Went home play Xbox awhile,then bath. Aft tat, took bus 188 to cementi area there then change to 197 bus to my gf place. =]

Aft sch, She called and asked where am I so I told her in bus 188 lor. So wen she is abt to reach home she called again and asked where am I, I still said in bus 188 while I'm already waitting for her at 2nd floor at 1 of the HDB block. WAHAHA. The moment she was on her way walking, I followed her behind. Then, HAHA. . . . . . When she is about to reached home, I BOOM her from behind and she was super duper shock cos she tot that I'll be waitting for her near her place but who knows I'M NOT. . . WAHAHAHA. . . . =] SURPRISE. . . . =oo

Aft which, went home had dinner. . . . Blah blah blah. . . Bath, go lot1 to watch red cliff 2 wif 9 others friends. . The show start at 9.20p.m and ended at 11.40p.m. . WOW. . SUPER LONG LA. . But it's a worthwhile show to watch. . Real nice. . It's all abt using ur brain and RPG type. =]

2009-01-09T11:59:00.004+08:00

Haha. On 7th jan, I did not go school and went to work cos go school also do nothing. Eng teacher
hack care then aft which is PE so go also is a waste of time. Lol. Good news is tis week and nxt week no need go for math lesson cos teacher hv course to attend. Haha. So morning went to took my theroy pratice and test together, The test is totally the same qus as my pratice and yet guess what. I fail by 1 mark. WTH. LOL. What a waste. Nvm. I'll try again. Haha. So aft which went home rest and bath then went to work. I was being put in the stupid counter which I totally hate it so much. Too bad, just my luck. =_+"

Who knows less then 3 hrs I kanna 3 case. 1 of them ordered small and large fries and repeat order already, she yes correct. Then aft that said no no, she tot she order Medium instead of small. WAHx piang, the 1 more said green tea ten I also repeat order, and she said ya. In the end she said she tot she order Ice lemon tea. WAH LIAO. . =_+"

Ytd story forgoten. So skip. Hehe.

Today, Haha, sure got something to post. Today I don't wish to go for my cca but thxs to some1 who said I pang seh (Put aeroplane). Haha. So I went lor. While doing what I'm suppose to do, some1 called me. Guess who??? MY GF LEHX. . Said outside rgt sec already sia. WOW. Took a pic and she gave me some stuff and went home. HAHA. Touching har. WAHAHA. Such a carring gf I have. Gave me biscuit lehx. LOL. SO GOOD. Came down from tiong bahru just to pass me something. HAHA. =D
LOVE YOU LA. .. =]

Kanna caught by Mr Tan for my hair then wee seng came and talk to me about it too. Then Mr Choo also said my hair long. LOL. I know I know. But I wanna wait till CNY mahx. HAHA. Nvm, I'll make sure I cut the nxt trainning I go. Haha. First, today Miss Li was abit ok ok already. So maybe still continue? Don't know, see how it goes bahx.

I shell said today duty was ok ok. Perhaps some of them did not do it before so I also can't do much, only thing to do is to train and guide them along. Unless I get really damn pissed off and I'll start scolding like no one cares. blah blah blah and so on. . . . Last part. When we dismiss, we NPCC alone only, that stupid teacher from NCC came and said wanna join us. WTH. And worst of all still said wanna lower flag, so troublesome. Aft which, the NCC still do their own dismisser themself lehx. WTH. . NO LINK RITEX. . If tat's the case, GET LOST. If u get me damn pissed off, u see what will I do . . . BLODDY HELL !!!!! Must well stay at home and keep a rabbit. =_+"
TROUBLEMAKER. . . .

Aft which, went to lim bang to have bubble tea wif jia hao then wanted to play bball at lim bang park but thxs to all of them la, wan go home. =_+""
So walked to blk 707 and saw ppl playing so I join in. .HAHa. It was ok ok la. Fun. =]
Tat's how is my life. =D

2009-01-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

WAHAHa. Once again, posting for u. =]

Hmm, today was nothing much. HAHa. Woke up at 11a.m and get out of my place at 11.30 a.m plus. WOW. . So late. =_+" . . Reach lot1 was about 12 a.m . . Not enough time for me to reach bukit batok driving center la. LOL. So took a cab just outside lot1 and it cost me $4.60 to reached there. HAHA. Took my pratical test and got 81% and still is a fail. LOL. Passing grade is 90%. . Hey, I have improve ok, at first I only got 70% plus nia. LOL.

So aft completing the test, went to school by bus. So the moment reached school, was slacking till the rest of the classmate came. Today was better then yesterday, 10 ppl was in the class. HAHA. =_+" . . . so was doing some sort of like a test for us. . Must do it by oursleves. . =D
I think nxt tues is out test already. Tat's super fast. Haha. End school at abt 4.25p.m, so I do not have bus concession as it ended today. so took mrt to dover mrt and took a mrt to yew tee. Walked to regent sec to have some discussion wif afiqah and miss li. . =]

Aft the whole thing ended, we went to lim bang bubble tea shop to bought some drinks together wif our dear future CI name KOH JIA HAO. . LOL. . HAHA. =P
Tat's how my day is like . . =]

2009-01-05T22:39:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO. . . Here to post. =D

Today woke up at 7a.m, then gave bellbell a miss call to see if she wake up already a not. After that went to prepare and about to go school. Just before I leave house, I had a msg and it said that class start at 1p.m don't need go for math lesson. So I had to take off my shoes and change back to home clothes and went to bed . . WAHAHA. . . Slept until about 11a.m then woke up. Had lunch then go school. LOL. .

When the moment I reached class, saw 7 people including me only, LOL. So . . . . Wahx, nothing to say ar. Class start at 1p.m but drag till 2.30 then start. Reached class not long, my grandma called and asked me go buy TOTO, see is there any luck a not. LOL. So wore millicent jacket and went in the store and see if I can buy a not. Who know, I manage to buy it. LOL. HAHA. But her jacket is super small to me la, is like tight fit. HEHE. So went to class and start lesson at 2.30p.m.

After class, went to hall and saw 2 of my friends is in there. Cause they had a orienteering. So wait till they end, it ended about 4.10p.m. . After which, we took 97 bus and alight aft 1 stop and waited for bus 188 and headed home. HAHA. When reach home, Alvin called me and asked to play bball. Went to play a match wif other people together with him. Aft that he sited there for the rest of the day while I continue playing match with other people. Kanna OWNED by the UNCLES. . SO DIAO. . . =_+" . . . Anyway had fun too. . =]

Reached home watched Tv and then bath. . Aft which, went to had dinner. . HAHA. =D

I post this just for her.
Missing her loads. <33

2009-01-04T00:50:00.002+08:00

WAHAHA, I now sure got to post this up ar. . . LOL . . I just download all those stuff which I think is important to me aft I bath. . Oh, for ur info, my labtop went to chalat 3 days 2 nitex at funan it mall. . . =_+"

Kanna 500 virus so need to bring there to reformat it. GUESS WHAT. . It cost me $80 just to reformat a com. . WTH !!!! +_+" . . . . SO EX. . . . . I wanna learn IT ar, so that I can do it myself next time. . damn it. . LOL. . Just jking. . cos no time ar. Got studies ar, need learn driving ar, work ar, relationship wif friends and family ar, take dumbbell ar, got bellbell ar and etc. . . HAHA. If free then go learn. k k , so aft my svc went to city hall meet my gf. Then we walked to funan to collect my labtop. . Aft collecting, we went to take a bus to chinatown to see fireworks.

It's like so crowded. not so but is very. So I have not eat my dinner so went to mac to had dinner. Who knows aft eatting the firworks started and we went off to see and aft seeing, GUESS WHAT. . . I realised that my HP IS MISSING. . . OH MAN. . I went back to mac and asked them did they saw my hp and they said YES. . . and they return me back my hp. . . WAHX, THANK GOD AR. . . If I lost my hp, U can see my face is flat ar cos I went to bang the wall already. =_+"

So aft everything, we walked around and bus home. . I went to outram to take 190 bus back to cck interchange then change to 307 bus home. . =D

2008-12-28T16:39:00.003+08:00

HOHOHOHO. . . Today sure got lots of stuff to post about. Let me start with ytd first.
Ytd went to the Cathay to watch movie. The show is YES MAN, which begin at 10.55a.m. So we went and watched the first time slot for the day, after which, we went to plaza sin de carrefour to buy some stuff for out camping. . aft buying all those stuff, we went to subway to have lunch, but bellbell did not eat. Aft eatting, we went to take a cab down to east coast park and find a place to settle down. HAHA. First time pitch a 2-man tent mahx. Wat to do ? LOL

She was damn pissed off la, cos I don't know how to pitch the tent. WAHAHA. Hmm, aft tat we went down to play with the sea water . . fast har. Aft playing and have fun, we went to buy KFC for our dinner. After dinner, we were slacking all the way till night. We move the tent from place to place. LOL. . When night time, we were enjoying the stars awhile. So . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Slept at 3a.m in the morning, wake up tis morning at 9a.m, all thxs to the hot hot sun la. . Damn hot till I can't take it ar. . So aft packing up, we went to starbucks to have breakfast. It's my first time camping at beach and had starbucks with my gf la. . LOL. . =]

So aft hving breakfast, we took a cab to bugis MRT. I took MRT to boon lay cos going for svc mahx. I was carrying many stuff along with me. HAHA. Anw, it's worth it la. haha. So afr svc, went to 24-hrs coffee shop to have lunch with my family member and the moment I come home, I'm here blogging aft my bath. . HAHA. .

All tis is worth while. =D
I LOVE YOU . =]

2008-12-20T23:45:00.007+08:00

LOL.. Today morning Jia Hao came to my place then we went to have breakfast at lim bang coffee shop. . I had 2 prata, it's nice la. . After which went to lim bang mac to have meeting with Mr Zahead. . Today the meeting, I can daring say that it is real useful for our unit. . This is wat I have put in and try to maintain our unit already, If there is still no improvement on OC side, I'm sure to leave Rgt unit. . There will be a meeting wif all of them again aft christmas. . Hope it will be a successful one aft the meeting. . Haha. .

Aft meeting, went to meet bellbell, and had lunch at Burger King, aft which went for svc. . Haha. It was great la. . Right after svc, bellbell and I went to vivo to hv dating. . HAHA. . We bought subway to the outside and eat. . we had fun eating. . So aft eating we went to walk walk ten go home. . When I'm on the way home, my mom called me and asked wanna go have supper, so I just said ok lor. . I waited for them outside the bukit batok driving centre. . Haha. . We went to 24hrs coffee shop to had supper. . I reached home was abt 11 plus. . =D

2008-12-18T23:05:00.006+08:00

HAHA. . Here to post again. . There are 2 news, good and bad. . Let me start with the bad stuff first. I had being continue working for 4 days already. Aft work, went to learn driving if not go play bball ar and etc. . Hmm, friend rejected wen I invite them. . I today work then saw a attach manager, at first nv talk but behind talk alot of things sia. . So aft work, I end work at 1p.m, and I asked for schedule file from the floor manager but she said she was busy, so I was like oh ok. . So went to eat my EMC (free meal). So after eatting, I was slacing near the MDS place, then at 1.30, she asked if I end work already, so I said ya, I end work long ago, end at 1p.m . . U know wat she said ?? She said, u end work already, Y still stay here ? Go home la. . I WAS LIKE WTH !!! DAMN IT LA HOR !!!!!! I reply and said in a v v rude way, I told u that I waitting for schedule file already right. . she just simply loo k around the table and said don't have la. . DAMN IT. . . Nvm, I go look for myself and saw it already, I go home straight. . =_+"

Good news is, today is me and bellbell de 3th mth already. . WAHAHA. . . So aft work, I went to rgt to slack for awhil then go home rest awhile then go meet my bellbell. . Went to jurong and meet her, aft which, we went to anchopoint to walk walk then sent her home. . HAHA. . Today is the best moment that we had . . . =D

Missing her real much tis 4 days la. . HAHa. . =]

2008-12-16T23:13:00.002+08:00

HAHA. . Here to post. . TOday went to work from 9a.m to 5p.m . . . Damn tired la har. . Starting was alot of ppl but aft tat totally nobody sia. . I was damn sian la, so I went to lobby to walk walk and clear the stuffs. . Aiya, it's nothing to me man, I had doing lobby for more ten 1 mth plus le sia. HAHA. . So aft breakfast, I went to ops de Mac to had my lunch. . I damn miss my DONKEY BELLBELL LA. . . =[

So aft which, went back to work, Tis time I work as counter. . I encounter 2 guys who said wanna buy Mcspicy nia. . I repeated the order and and they said OK de . . Aft they got the product, they told the manager that they wanna MAGA MCSPICY. . I WAS LIKE WTH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO in the end they said they are ok wif mcspicy so I hack it and continue to take orders for the rest of the ppl lor. . I ended work at 5.20p.m cos they evening crews have not count finish the $$$. .

Haha. . Aft work, went home to bath then aft that went to teck whye to buy black shoes for my work plus school shoes. . HAHA. . So aft which, went home. . HAHA. . I stop here le ar. . =]

This blogskin nice ritex ?? MY bellbell do de. . WAHAHA. .

2008-11-26T16:34:00.001+08:00

Birthday and Quiz.

Got tagged by Jolina to do this, cute though!
:D

rules and regulations:
-people who were tagged, need to blog about their own 10 weird habits/little facts as well as state the rules clearly.
at the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
-NO TAGS BACK pls
10 weird
things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

1. I long to learn the basics of piano.
2. I sing loudly during bathing.
3. I love being alone in my room.
4. I love BAK KWA!
5. I would wake up once or twice in the middle of the night for no reason nor rhyme.
6. I used to wear a dress when i was super young. (pei shan claims it!)
7. I like pink and yellow!
8. Mirror is my best friend, i'm vain! THANK YOU!!~ :D
9. I love MILO BING!
10. I jump around the house like a retarted monkey to distress with music blasting!

For people to be tagged, i'm too lazy to think of names right now.

2008-11-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

Back to post again. . I tot of not blogging already. . Come to think of it, better blog. . If u ask me why ?? All I can say that the reason is v v simple. .

The reason of me blogging is because I just wanna bellbell to spent some time reading my post so that she won't be SIAN anymore . . =]
I also wanna try my best to type as long as I can then she will take longer time to read finish my post. . She also can spot my typo while reading and can shoot me too. . WAHAHA. . =D

Hmmm. . Tis morning woke up had 2 small so call cake but it is not and 1 mini chocolate cake before went to work. Today working was still not bad la, do a few burgers and also learn counter. . The counter part was so =_+". . HARD sia. . Still need to rmb the price ar, how much to top up if wanna change the drinks ar, and etc. . . . Actually today was on standby but tis morning at 7a.m, I called and said wanna work so the manager allow me to work lor. . HAHA. So work 9a.m to 3a.m. . HAHA. . =]

Today there are 2 new ppl who came to work, it is their 2nd day of work. 1 of them is from su quan and another is from bukit panjang. So morning the 1 from bukit panjang sec was a girl, the manager asked her to partner wif me to do the station which I'm doing. So do do do . . . Until I'm damn sian so ask her y work mac and so on. . . In the mist of talking, guess what. . She is my sec sch friend de younger sis. . LOL. . So qiao right. . HAHA. .

So the aother 1 from su quan sec was a guy. . Aft their lunch break the guy, another person and I did kitchen together. . It was fun. . =]
And the lady went to learn fries. Today times flies fast. . Not many ppl to serve. . WAHAHA. . = p

The reson y I post is because someone is hving PMS so I do not wan to hv qurallel while talking on phone. . I just simply wan less misunderstaning and that's all. .
I try to wait till ur PMS over then chat. . No confirm . . hehe. . BELLBELL- Feel free to call me anytime,anywhere. . =]

I'm in love wif u. .
U ask me how deep I love U, my ans will be no words can express the deepness. . As I always said $$ can but the things I love/like but some things I just can't buy it wif $$ and that is the love u have for me and the happiness that we had together. . =]

2008-11-15T13:12:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody !
Kianhwee here !
LONG TIME NO SEE :D

Well, life nowaday okayokay lor.
Actually don't feel like blogging de xD
But then .. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Don't tell you :$

Okay! I've not been studying recently.
Ohwell. I must get those Study mood to come ! :(
HAHAHAHAH!

Well, I'm now calculating about my Mac Pay!
Yeay! :D

Okay! Now I'm going to refill my bottle & go church already!
See you peeps next time ! <3
MUACKS :$

This is not my style :D

2008-11-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

Decided to stop posting but all thanks to somthing which happen to me la ar. . =_+"

This morning work, aft work, went to val house for connect group. Aft which went back to store to see my stuff. . Bought dinner back home. . Aft that, went back to store again to take my umbralla cos I forgot to bring home. . And also went to look for my missing key. .

My story of the MISSING KEY !!!

All the times, my key was at the bottom of my bag and I did not touch it at all but all of a sudden wen I wanna find the key to open my door then I found out that my key was lost. . I searched everywhere for my key and did not found anything. . I kept on praying for my key and out of a sudden, there a picture on my mind. If I lost my pysical key means I won't be able to enter into my house if there is nobody at home. .

This picture bring me into the spiritual world. . If I do not pray means, I do not have the key to enter in the presence of god. . This is really wonderful la. I did not expect this thing to happen de sia. . While I was praying I was like, WTH !!! I got so many things which can lost but how come it must be my preciouse KEY !!!!! . . So this story draw me closer to my GOD. .

So I just got to do any key lor. . cos I have a feeling that onces the key is gone, it will be lost forever and can't be find back. .

2008-10-16T18:28:00.002+08:00

I see no meaning in posting or should I say it blogging. It's kind of waste my time.

Anw, tis morning went to work till 12p.m then went to sch. . I also don't like to talk much about it. Wen reached sch i'm like damn sleepy la. Bt thank God that I manage to stay awake and listen in class till 4p.m. . Nth much to say. I gtg already. Cya~

2008-10-12T15:03:00.010+08:00

LOL. . WAHAHA. Just came back after my interview. It's seriously damn funny la. Ask me qus so I just answer then after which that person straight in my face and said I passed the test. I keeped saying that Mon till Fri I not sure cos my time-table is not out yet. So now can only work on sat and sun nia. HAHA. Anw, wait and see how it goes bahx.

Ytd was really fun la. Bellbell went to church again. I'm really happy that she came.Then wanted to accompany her to Mrt station but my grandma and said that she is worried abt my parents so I did not go wif her but went home straight lor. But wen I reached home, my parents came home not long so hack it lor. Guess nth much liao lor. =]

Today read my email and saw this so I'm here to share wif u all.

The most basic of all human needs is the need to understand and be understood. The best way to understand people is to listen to them.
-- Ralph Nichols

No matter how small and unimportant what we are doing may seem, if we do it well, it may soon become the step that will lead us to better things. -- Channing Pollock

2008-10-10T10:28:00.003+08:00

LOL. . Just woke up.. TIRED AR.. Wed slept at 5a.m cos aft talk to bellbell then went to play PSP till so late lor. Nth to do mahx and also I did slept in the afternoon so can't sleep at night. Ytd slept at about 3 plus bahx. Cos aft talking to her then went to had my supper after which can't sleep so went to look at my goldfish and play psp for awhile then sleep already..

Good news for me. Wahaha. My B'day is on 25 OCT which is very very near already. LOL. Wanted a photo frame with the both of us there but she said 'pai seh' that my parents see it. LOL. Anw, my parents know I have a gf liao lor and still ask her come over to my place to celebrate my B'day ar. . LOL..

Waiting for next mth to come. There will be a IT fair at expo on last few days of nxt mth. My dad wanna spon me a labtop for my b'day. WAHAHA. And also nxt mth he asked me go sign up MIO plan.. NICE la.. WAHAHA..

Guess got to stop here la. I wanna go play combat already. HEHE. Don't eat sour grape worx. =p

2008-10-09T12:44:00.003+08:00

LOL. . Come back to blog again. . I know I'm random but too bad. .Tat's me. . Wahaha. . =]

Hmmm.. Ytd went to Suntec with bell bell to buy shoes. Bell bell=My STEAD. >.<
Managed to buy a pair of shoes that I wanted. Aft which we went to take bus to her place then I took to commonwelth Mrt . . Took a Mrt back to cck and collect my jeans.. Haha. That how my day ytd. My post was Short har. ;p

Today wanted to go gym but it was raining so so heavily now. So did not going already. Haha. Stay at home and play my combat arms. =D

2008-10-01T20:15:00.006+08:00

Wahaha.. Just came back not long ago nia. . Went to fish farm just now to buy another 3 fishes for my fish tank and also 1 water plant. . LOL. . Did not expect it sia. . Anw, Now really enjoy going out with my family already. . It's so much much better than last time la. . Now my dad was more caring and will even buy things which I really need and like. . Haha. . . It's really wonderful. . =]

This morning went swimming with shyoe. it's the first time I ever went swimming with my stead and also have breakfast together la. . LOL. . It's good also . . =D

Today is my chinese B'day. . My actual B'day will be on 25 Oct. . Wahaha. .

2008-09-29T11:35:00.008+08:00

After all this that had happened, guess got to say that my dad is more caring to my mom and my bro, sis bahx.. Lol.. Anw, leave it to GOD.. Haha. All this while, w/o my church friends and gf support guess I won't even to pray and seek God already lor cos everthing was in a total mess and I just simply don't feel like doing any stuff. . Anw, thxs to them again. . =D

Ytd went to fish farm cos I said wanna buy some fished to motivate myself for my studies next term as I know I work hard for last term. . So went there and see see look look first . . Did not expect that my dad really let me bought it sia. . LOL. . He is a total changed person. . That's good also la. . haha. . Hmmm... So aft all, it cost about $64.80 . . So I paid $60 as my wallet has $10 more and the rest he help me paid lor. . Cause at first I said that my expected price will be about $50 and out of suprise, he said ok . . LOL... First time. .

He wanted to spon me the whole fish tank for my early B'day present but I said NO. . HAHA. . B'day present must be a notebook. . So I'm waiting for this day to come. . =D So went to had dinner wif my family and grandma. . I did not eat cause I'm simply just very full .. Lol.. =D

The pic that I took. .

2008-09-26T10:58:00.004+08:00

Just woke up. Nowadays my life is seriously in a damn BIG MESS !!!!! Last week 1 of my reletives called me and said that if my dad want to check their house then they will open their house BIG BIG and let him check. On wed, wen my dad went over to their place, they did not let him check yet called the police.. BULL SHIT !!!!!!

Ytd because of my dad wanted me and my siblings to go I'll accompany de if not I don't even to give a DAMN... When reached the place I did not even called them ar yet I gave a super angry look and indeed I super angry. When the reletives touched me, I swing their hand away from me damn hard.. I HATE DIRTY PEOPLE TO TOUCH ME !!!!!! Then they told my dad that I have attitude problem and don't want my mom to come home. I did not said a single word at all and yet said that I don't want my mom to come home.. WAT THE HELL LA !!!! Indeed deep down in my heart I really don't want her to come home at all . . I already treat myself as if I don't have a mom. .

Ytd I even learn how to iron shirt and pants from my grandma already. . The repest for my mom is not there. . Even she today come home I will not even call her at all.. Ytd still went to file a police report on my dad... WTF !!!!!! 1 case after another. . Ytd went to reletives side till 11.30p.m. . from 9p.m I stand till 11.30p.m . . I stand for 2 and a half hr cos I told myself not to use, touch or sit at dirty ppl house. Aft which brought my siblings home ten went to clememti police division HQ there as they wanted to speak to my dad.. Reached home is about 2a.m. . The whole day I only ate 2 big buns untill 2.45a.m then ate my so called dinner. Haiz... Went to bed at 3a.m . .

I'M DAMN PISSED OFF OF WAT HAPPEN IN MY LIFE AND THE RELATIVES... They still swear that my mom is not at their place, if at their place my mom father will kanna car accident. Swear swear swear. . . How old already ?? Do all tis stupid things.. THINK MEDIACORP AR !!! U all wait and see . . It's just the beginning. . There will be a pay back. .

2008-09-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

I nv tot of posting today, but somehow I'm still here typing.. =D

Nowadays my life was in a great great mess.. My mom went missing for almost a week and it came out in newspaper 2 times.. And for the last few days, my dad was super super sad. He went to drank a bottle of beer at home until v v jia lat.. Haiz... So my grandma stoped him as I was asleep. Aft which, the follow day, he started praying and . . . . . For me to know, for u to find out. 1 day 6 policeman and 3 paramedic came over to my place at 12a.m plus, reach NUH is 1a.m.. I waited there till 5a.m. . I was so so so tired till I fall asleep and miss my sat svc...

So today was my grandma B'day.. Aft svc got a loving gift from my 2 best of the best friends who are super super close to me. . . Wen on the way home saw my grandma they all so I tag along lor.. They going temple to pray.. Aft which went to bukit batok to have dinner.. I treated my grandma, Bro, Sis and my Dad for the FIRST time.. They did not say anything but in my heart, I can sense that they are v v happy about today... =D

Believing in GOD for everything..

2008-09-15T19:41:00.003+08:00

Hmmm... Now say I sad, I will sad not very sad, say I happy, I will also say not very happy lehx.. So right now my emotion is not sad and also not happy. Let's start from ytd.. My parents quarrel again, just becos of a stupid cabinate. BLARDY... SO childish.. My Dad also another siao 1, open mouth said my mom outside got another guy while my mom stay at home 24/7 la.. STUPID RIGHT ?? SHIT la... It reminds me of my past. While I was in pri 3, my dad scold me till siao, until my mom wanna bring us go commit suicide. And I mean it real ok ... And ytd I also did think of that aft there had a fight.. But in the end, I found my answer to my very qus. The reason y I did not did it is wen I was in pri 3, I live for my family, and right now I did not did it is because I LIVE for my precious GOD..

Aft which, I went to the park to have a short walk before go home. I saw families play canddle and there were so happy la.. I begin to ask myself Y I JUST SIMPLY HAVE A HAPPY FAMILY ??? =[

Today morning there are 4 companies called me to work for them. 1 of them is golden village, 2 is Hang ten, 3rd is Giordano and last is I forgot le.. haha.. The heng ten is the best amoung all man. Ask me go their HQ to work for them ar. Data entry onli. $6 per hour. Haha.. So I said see first bahx..

So aft that, went to Gym in the evening from 3.30 p.m to 5p.m and then went to lim bang park play bball until just came home.. Haha. k.. got to stop here.. =D

2008-09-13T22:17:00.001+08:00

Hohoho... Today is a long day for me man.. Tis morning did not went jogging cos it was raining heavily. So went to Suntec city de Toys R Us for job application and then went to Paragon de Toys R Us for another job application.. But the people there is damn bloddy act man.. Give stupid faces when I ask for form.. LOl.. But u think I give a damn ?? Ans, NO.. Lol... I'm just simply looking for job and not see their stupid faces.. I know what I want and I'll do my very best to get it..

So aft which went to have starbucks to have a cup of coffee, My coffee is super BITTER ar while her's is super NICE and SWEET la.. LOL.. I know I take her's ar.. LOL.. Nvm.. Aft which went to the Cathay to buy ticket... It's the first time went to watch movie on weekends wif a lady lehx.. LOL.. We watched Babylon.. That show is damn nice.. U all must watch.. HAHA..

Aft watching we went to have our dinner. While I'm hving my dinner, she ate finish first.. The atmosphere was very very strong and I can felt it so easy.. She was having mood swing and yet say nothing.. I was so so worried la.. Finally now is over..

2008-09-12T12:48:00.001+08:00

HAHA.. FINALLY, Got a blogskin le.. Don't know change how many blogskin already la.. LOL.. Sry to lost all your link ar.. So sry.. =[

You Communicate With Your Body

This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.

You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.

Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.

A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you!

How Do You Communicate?

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.

You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.

You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You Are a Total Brainiac

You're amazingly brilliant. Some would even say genius.

You're curious, thoughtful, analytical, and confident.

You take on difficult subjects because you want to... not because you have to.

No field of knowledge is too complicated or intimidating for you.

You've got the brains to do anything you want.

It's possible you end up doing everything you want.

Are You a Brainiac?

You Are An ENTJ

The Executive

You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.

Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.

Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.

You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence.

In love, you hold high standards... for yourself, for your relationship, and for your significant other.

While it's easy for you to impress others, it's hard for you to find someone who impresses you.

At work, you are organized and good at delegating. You understand how to achieve goals.

You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.

How you see yourself: Rational, calm, and objective

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Inflexible, controlling, and overbearing

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen to your friends.

And you're the first to lend a shoulder to cry on.

You're there through thick and thin. You won't stop being friends with someone when times are tough.

In fact, you're such a good friend that many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

2008-09-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

HAHA.. Sort post.. Wondering how come my links left with so less people ?? It's very simple. Cos while changing blogskin, all the link gone le cos I accidental press the red botton on the top right hand corrner. If u all come to my blog pls leave down ur URL too.. It'll be easier for me to link too.. Thxs.. =D

2008-09-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

WAhaha.. I have long knew tis will happen long ago.. Finally now it happen to me.. Just heard from a person which I know during teacher's day that she heard that I'm not a good person.. Lol.. So be it cos as I always believe that whatever I do is right can already so I don't ever care about wat other people got to say about me.. I'm not here to look good infront man at all.. So if u wan me to look good infront of u, all I got to say is u wait long long la hor...

Just found out that the person who told me that alot of person told her that turn out to become 1 person nia.. WTH !! Wan to fake also don't fake until like that la.. And the person who told her I also mange to find out wen i make the 2 call to my friends.. That person is tdoric.. He also another brainless creature, scold my junior le never say sorry still wan to say bad things about me har.. Brainless dog la.. Better don't let me have the chance to see u in regent hor.. BLODDY !! I will shoot u until u siao de..

This morning went out to jurong point to study at 10a.m till 3p.m then went to church. While waitting for bus, my friends dare me to get a gals number. If u know me well, I will take up challenges if u dare me and it must within my limit ten I'll accept it de.. So in the end, the gal gave me lor..

Went home aft church svc lor.. =D

2008-09-05T15:13:00.001+08:00

LOL.. Nothing much to do so came to all tis site to try try out.. WAHAHA... =D

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.

Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.

But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.

No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.

You're loyal to your friends... to a point.

But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.

Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:

You value honesty a fair amount.

You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.

If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.

In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."

Generosity:

You value generosity a fair amount.

You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.

Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.

But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!

Humility:

You value humility a fair amount.

You tend to be an easy going, humble person.

But occasionally your ego takes over.

You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance a fair amount.

You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.

You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.

And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.

The Five Factor Values Test

There's Not a Violent Bone in Your Body

You're cool and collected, even when someone really gets under your skin.

And while you don't blow up when you're angry, you know how to express your anger calmly.

You don't bottle emotions up or let them get out of control. For you, violence would never be an option.

Could You Be Violent?

You Are 70% Left Brained, 30% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Modifying

Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you.

You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion.

You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested.

You tend to ground those around you and add stability.

What's Your Thinking Style?

Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% Male

You have a total boy brain

Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts

And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...

You never like to get feelings too involved

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Inner Color is Yellow

Your Personality: Life's too short not to have fun. Your bright energy brings joy and laughter to those around you.

You in Love: A total flirt, you need a lot of freedom to play. But you'll be loyal to that one person who makes you feel safe.

Your Career: You love variety in a job, and you probably won't stick with one career. You would make a great professor, writer, or actor.

What's Your Inner Color?

LOL... Aft doing, it's seem to be like v real lehx.. So if u wan to know me well, READ it... HAHA... =D

For those who do not know wat is the meaning of flirt, I have check for u already. It means playful behavior intended to arouse sexual interest. LOL.. Nth better to do so do tis for fun.. WAHAHA... =]

Tat's all I have for today.. =]

2008-09-04T17:47:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA... Times do files and it files damn fast ar.. Now is alredy sept le.. Wow, still rmb tat time during my 1st day in ITE ar.. Doing dridging module sia.. And now going to take exam in 4 day time. Mon is my firest paper and Wed will be my 2nd and last paper already..

Today had revision for Digital Electronics and going trough our last class test paper.. I got 92/100 . . Top 2 in the whole class... SIAN... Anw, nvm.. Just test nia.. My target is not to be top in class but is to get 3.8 for my GPA... Hehe.. Aft the lesson, went to vivo to walk walk and had lunch.. During the walked, I was being dare a few times to get number from other gals.. 1st is at a toy shop, 2nd time is at the selling of sentosa cable car trip there and last is in bus 963 on the way back to sch.. LOL..

The 1 who I ask number in bus 963 was together with 3 other with her friends. And so qiao, they alight at the same bus stop as me and my friends. We taught that they are going to wait for another bus cos my friends told me de mahx.. Then who know when we were on the way to sch saw them walking just directly behind us and going to our sch too.. LOL.. Laugh until like mad la.. HAHA.. We enjoy ourselves at Vivo.. =]

Aft which went to class for Electronics Mechanical Pratices (EMP).. We did a class test on it.. HAHA.. We sort of cheat by refering to our book... HEHE.. =D

This is how I had my day today..

We enjoy ourselves at vivo and the whole day.. O ya, taken 2 pic at vivo and it's the most funniest pic I ever taken in my whole life man.. WAHAHA.. =p

2008-09-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

ARGGG !!!! SHIT !! I'm not feeling well again !!! Today wanted to go sentosa trip with my friends de la.. Already plan liao, say meet at 9.30a.m at jurong east last cabin de.. Then who know at 3a.m lyk tat I got alittle fever and my head is super pain.. So did not manage to go sentosa wif them lor.. WTH !!! Aft exam simply hope tat there will be another trip to sentosa bahx.. =[

Ytd went to IT show at suntec as it was the last day already.. At 2.30p.m, melvin called and asked me wanna go anot so I ask Zhenglian to tah along lor.. HAHA.. Then the 3 of us including me went to IT show.. LOL.. It's was super duper full of people la... But who cares.. We just walk only lor.. HAHA.. We meet at 3p.m, and I reached home at 11p.m . . LOL.. Melvin bought a Mp3 at the cost of $160.. HAHA.. Then dinner went to KFC lor.. =D

Got to stop here.. Tml got test coming up.. Gonna study for it..

2008-08-25T11:30:00.000+08:00

I won't be posting much for today cos I can't take the pain which is in my head from morning till now.. Tat's y tis whole day I'm not feeling well and whoever asked me out I'll say I'm seriosly ill... I do not want to take the risk of going out wif u all half-way ten go home. Wat's more it's rainning the whole day lor.. I do not want all of u to worry about me tat's y I'll reject it wen u all asked me out.. So sry abt it..

Tis morning slept until 12p.m to 1 p.m like that.. Can't remember.. Aft lunch, I went to watch hancock.. It's sort of nice la.. Haha.. I also had watch ah long Pth Ltd too.. But it is in crunchyroll la.. WAHAHA...

Celebrated my dad Chinese 41 yrs old.. Aft which ten I fall aslp and just woke up not long ago.. I really got to stop here as my pain is really gonna kill me... HAIZ...

2008-08-22T13:14:00.000+08:00

HAHA.. Ytd went stadium to have a jog.. I went to jog 8 rounds around the 4th track and after which, went to the fitness station to do 70 sit-up and 30 pumping.. Haha.. And at night, carry 5 kg of dumbbell 50 times each side of my hand.. HAHA.. =]

Then today went jogging again, 8 rounds around 4th track too, I tot I'll give up but in the end still manage to complete the 8 round... All thxs to my song that accompany me all the way ... WAHAHA.. After which do the same things, went to fitness station to do 70 sit-up and 30 pumping too... Ltr part of the night time then carry dumbbell bahx.. HAHA.. Just prepared my Uniform for tml trainning..

Tml is a v v rush for me cos gonna go for prayer meeting in the morning at 7 till 8 after which gonna go back to sch from 9 to 12p.m then gonna rush back to cck for a meeting till about 1 plus bahx.. Aft that going down for trainning, aft trainning, going to have a meeting again with the teachers of my CCA ... NOt sure wat time end, if end early, going go for CG at jurong east.. See how super pack I'm tml... Gonna pity myself le la... I'm trusting GOD that aft all this things have been done, I won't be tired.. =D

Sat gonna go for service and sun going bugis there wif my dearest friend to buy the stuff that he/she need.. HAHA.. =D

2008-08-20T11:21:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA.. Today overslept, wanted to go for morning prayer meeting de but in the end can't manage to wake up early so tml then go bahx.. Today starting of the lesson was great.. I even helped the teacher with the circuit, my classmate was surprise to see that I'm doing different stuff from them so they question the teacher lor.. LOL.. Anyway, learn extra stuff today.. HAHA.. =D

Next, 1 of my classmate was damn act like gangster... Hack care la.. Teacher gave 3 qus and we manage to do it in time so we requested to do 1 more qus then he said don't want la.. Like dog barking.. Then we started to quarrel already, aiya don't talk about him liao la.. Everytime in class just simply know how to act big.. He still said come la come la.. I said ok la, then he ask me go... Siao right... LOL.. Tat's y I said he is simply just a braking DOG !!! =D

Went jogging in the evening.. =]

Going to hv my dinner soon.. Enjoy ur day.. =p

*Missing her*

2008-08-18T06:25:00.000+08:00

Today rainning so nth much to post abt de.. haha.. Ytd aft service, went to lot 1 to bought some crispy chicken. Then who knows 1 of my friend go ask a girl for number and said I want it de lor.. WA PIANG !! DAMN Pai Sehx ar... Then I said no no no.. LOL.. Then 1 of the auntie still wanna give me her number sia.. She said the first 3 number le.. LOL... =_+"

Gonna go for my luck soon.. CyA~

2008-08-15T08:36:00.000+08:00

Haha.. TOday sure got somthing to share.. Went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to visit the patient there.. Is super duper SIAN... U know what we do ?? Give the book and CD which Liberay provide. And the best part is I DON'T GIVE A DAMN... I brought along my friend de PSP there to play.. Better then some of my friends liao lor. Came for awhile then fake the teacher saying go eat. 1 day need to eat so many times de mehx... =_+"

Hack it la.. Hmmm... Aft which went home and change to my swimming attire. Just came back aft swimming nia.. LOL... And 1 of my so called friend owe me $21 then today he paid $12 nia. Still left wif $9.. Still dare to ask me go acrade wen he have no $$ at all.. WTH !! This show 1 thing, it's either he lie to me saying no $ or he don't wan to return at all OR his mother nver teach him how to tell lie properly.. Tis whole week never come sch then wan to act big in front of the teacher ar.. I DON'T CARE.. I will still keep on asking until he return de.. Bloody... And let me introduce him to you. His name is call 'FAT PIG' and last, I HATE MY CURRENT CLASSMATEs... IT's SO SUCKY.

FAT PIG SLPING... @.@

I seriouly like u but u just simply don't believe it and I can do nothing abt it then..
I'll just simply let it be bahx.. Dissapointed. =[

2008-08-14T11:55:00.000+08:00

HAHA.. Back to post aft a long break..

The NDP parade de I don't wish to say much.. Last sat went out to city hall there to see firework de but in the end rainning so decided to change lor. we went to marina square to have lunch kam dinner. WAHAHA.. Went to pizza hut to have it.. Aft which walk walk then went home.. Got to stop here cos lazy to type le.. HAHA.. =D

Aiya, picture can not upload cos too big.. SO TOO BAD.. WAHAHA.. =D

2008-08-01T07:27:00.000+08:00

I'm Tired.. Seriously super tired. NO JOKE .. @_@!!!

Ytd just had my NAFA test and I can said I did well for some station such as 2.4km run, my timing was 11.41mins and came in first. Hehe.. The teacher went to chat with another theacher then we ran pass him, he still don't know and want us to ran 1 more round so after running, we sort things out lor. If not my timing was 12.45min de la.. After Nafa, we were very tired already so never go for the next lesson cos it was cancel. =D

Aft which went to Sec sch to had a NDP pratice.. Nothing much to say abt it cos very tired of it already..

Wanted to study yesterday for today class quiz but to tired and just fall asleep. Wahaha.. Today wanted to wake up at 6a.m to study but in the drag until 7a.m then wake up. By the time I need to go school already so I revise on the way to school lor.. LOL.. But in the end my marks for it was 31/50. Guess is the highest in the class bahx.. Hehe.. =]

Nth much to post alraedy.. Takkare.. =D

2008-07-21T05:30:00.000+08:00

Haha... SIAN, now rainning ... Nth much to post too... Just came back after having my lunch at S11... Today woke up at 8.20a.m then went to play basketball... There's 1 very plum guy elbow my throat, it's damn bloody pain la... WTH !!!!

Anw, I did enjoy the match that was played just now.. There is teamwork.. =D
Enjoy ur day... =]

2008-07-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

WOW WOW... TIME FLIES !!!!

Come to think of it. Sun wanna post de but too busy to post.. Then ytd too late to post already.. So now is the right time to post.. Wahaha.. =D

Sun went to queensway shopping centre.. Some of my friends and I met at 11.45p.m at cck control station.. When we reached the place, we went to this shop and saw a pair of bball shoes and I asked for the lowest price that they can give.. The original price is $99 and the shop uncle give me until $69 lehx.. That was like... WOW... Super unbelieveable la.. After testing the shoes le then he asked any person to wrap it up for me sia ... Smart ar.. but I smarter by telling him that we go walk walk first ten come back and buy from him lor. Wahaha..

We went outside de coffeeshop to had our lunch.. LOL.. By the time we went back to the shop is 2 to 3 hours has past already.. Then the funny part is that the uncle keep on wan me to buy sia.. Then I said WA Uncle u today super handsome sia, then he cannt 'ta han'-(take it) so from $69 he reduce to $68... HAHA.. The brand is Nike somemore lor.. I think it is worth buying.. =D

Aft which we also saw bball top jersey cost for $15... It's a converse bball top... We went to converse shop to see a top and it cost about $30 for 1 top alone.. Tat's a bomb sia.. LOL.. We went out for half a day and $100 gone but come to think of it, it's still worth it la.. =]

2008-07-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Here to post again.. =D

Last thurs went to stadium jogged 8 run around the 4th track non-stop ... After which while waitting for Hendy to end his tution, I went to bball court to see if there is any people playing anot and truth enough. There is. So after the people who played finish the match, I went to lend bball from them to play. Haha.. Aft a while we started to played match till hendy come lor. =]

On Fri, I wanted to go swimming but thurs night was rainning so I decided not to go and went to play bball. . =D

On Sat, Went to church learned how to over disappointment. Now I know Disappointment is you expect something good but did not happen and something bad which you do not want it to happen but it still happen.

HAha.. 1 thing is very common is that disappointment people begin to talk to another disappointment people.. And I also learned that whatever is in your heart, it'll be shown in your eyes, the way you talk, the way you walk and etc......

The ways to deal with it is to
1) come into the prasence of God
2) Face the reality of what has happen to us
3) Admit what you feel (Admit your mistake)
4) Forgive those who hurt you
5) Refocus on God and his promises

I learned that a english word is call endure but in chinese writing is placing a knife over a heart. This means that whatever feeling you have just show it out and share with someone who you really trust.. Emotions are way for us to express ourself not keep it to ourself.. =]

Enjoy your day my friends.. =D

2008-07-03T01:00:00.000+08:00

Now for church part has already settled yesterday. We made a promise to each other, I don't wish to receive msg asking if I'm going for service each week so I just told her everything that I felt yesterday when she came over to my place. I feel more confortable after telling what I think and feel.. And for my part, I also will go to church every Sat without fail unless there is no event on HQ side.. After clocking finish HQ hours, I don't wish to go back there already..

Just hope everything will go on smoothly for me as days passes by.. =D

2008-07-02T05:00:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. After my CI course I should be very happy already but how come I got this super uncomfortable feeling about everything I do... Need to go back unit and serve it should be my passion but now I already had a feeling that it's a task for me to do already and I'm draging myself to training after going to 1 training itself only.. What I simply want is whatever I do the TO and OC will be supportive...

Going to church is also seem to be a drag to me already.. It's like sat got unit meeting until 6.30p.m then go home is already very tired liao lor.. Then sun still must go church.. Sun never pick up her call only then she call my house.. Never pick up house phone come straight to my house just to bring me to church... I think this should not be the way la.. It only will let me hate going to church anymore.. I just want to have a confortable feeling when going to church and not a uncomfortable feeling...

Haiz.. Aft all this things had happen, I wonder Did I made a wrong move being a CI and going to church.... =[

2008-06-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Tues just came back from ATC camp. It's super tired sia.. I'll just be posting the pic that we took on the home.. =D

Tml, it's my actual Passing Out Parade already.. It's the day I have been waiting for since very long already.. =]

2008-05-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

ARRGGGG !!!! SO STRESS LA !!!! Yesterday had a sudden Class test and today the teacher said that I did not do well.. I only got about 60% nia.. Can see that he put high hope on me but he look disappointed when he said that I got 60%... HAIZ.... Today there was a sudden Class test again but today test about Series and parallel circuit lor.. I was the last to draw finsh and also the last to leave the class.

I was like damn busy la.. Still need to study for my school work and do the homework that is given to me. On the other hand I still need to memorise all the drill for CI course. Not just the drill, but also the translation and the timing. This is not all, I still need to study for the outdoors handbook that is given to us.. This coming Sat there will be a test on foot drill 2 and knots 2. Last week test on foot drill 1 and knots 1.. Argggg... Hope that this stupid course end fast ar.. =[

2008-05-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. nth much to post lehx.. Let's see.. Let me start from after school..

When I reach the bus-stop outside my school, 963 bus came and I thought of taking with my friends mahx so who knows that when we board the bus, there is 1 person who totally can not stand up and was in great pain sia.. So the driver got to ask all of the pesenger to get out of the bus and the bus was under breakdown mood. So when we get down, I saw 1 lady who was in pain. The people said that her knee was dislocated sia.. I was like WAHX... Take bus kness also will dislocate de ar.. Scary sia.. Some of the people chat with her until the ambulance came to her rescue..

I have no choice but to take other bus liao. I took 188 bus and fall asleep in the bus sia. Aiya, Anw, it's common for me to sleep in the bes while going to Cck interchange after my school cause very tired le mahx.... HAha.

Hmm.. K. Let's fast forward.. HAha.. Went to play bball with my uniform. Lol.. After which, took 307 bus back home. Just now, after dinner I thought of making Milo dino but who knows that I accidentaly spilt it and it was all over the floor. SIAN Lor so I dicided not to make it liao.. Waste my tme nia.. WAHAHA.. =D

2008-05-08T12:38:00.000+08:00

LOL.. k k .. Here to post again if not alot of people will think that my blog is dead.. That a joke.. HAHA.. k. Let me start with last saterday de CI course. Cos as requested by someone who wanted me to post about it.. HAHA..

Last saterday, is damn bloody suai for me man. When we are wearing PT-Kit, I was the odd one so I become the IC lor. Then I don't even know the Pt-kit drill even after the lecture by 2 of the Mdm.. I was like super tired and trying my best to take in as much information as possible le sia. Anw, it's ok. I just take it as a lesson learn bahx.. Haha..

And today, we suddendly had a team building games, ytd no teacher say sia so it was like sian diao.. So just participate it lor. At least I learned something from it. I learned that TEAMWORK, there is no I inside this word. So what I have learned is that as a team we work together and not just individualy. And there is also a few types of learder, Autocratic, Democratic and leaser fair(Don't know how to spell). These are 3 types of leader that I have learned today. =D

Autocratic is those leader who want everyone in the team to listen to him/her instutions. where else, democratic leader is those who will stop and listen to other people comment no matter how worst the situration may be. And lastly is the leaser fair, is leader who give a hack care attitude no matter what it takes.. =D

2008-04-19T12:35:00.000+08:00

Haha.. It's a long time since I last posted.. Just a short 1 here will do.. cos I recently will be very busy..

Just a few weeks ago, my hamster gave birth to 7 baby hamster but sad to said that 1 of it died. I also don't know how and why la.. Haha.. Now left with 6 of it and all of them are living well and healthtly.. LOL..

Next will be the last outing that the Sec 4 and sec 3 went out to pasir ris park to have fun.. Haha.. We had a fun time there man.. I went to catch Jelly fish and don't know what shell they called it la.. HAHA.. I also saw sting ray worx.. It's BIG... HAHA..

k.. Stop here. As I said, I'm here to post a short 1.. =]

2008-04-04T10:14:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Ytd sports day was very very lousy.. Every year before the start of it, there will sure have a briefing de but this year is NCC incharge.. Everything also don't have.. SIAN... Ncc never even teamwork with us sia.. Just throw us a area then asked us to take care can le.. WTH !!!! This year was really v v LOUSY !!!!

Nvm.. What worse of all is that the NCO just anyhow give instrutions to the cadets and anyhow take the cadets to whatever place they like lor.. Make everything until in a very confussed status.. Until I said I don't want anymore NCO to give any instrution le, then it make everything clam down.. Then even worst is that 1 of the cadets call their seniors Aaaaaaa... WTH !!! No manner at all... When they stand also cannot stand striaght at all de, must move here move there then can..

What's make me very angry is that, 1 of the bloody prefect scold 1 of my Npcc member for no reason !!! He himself never wear his prefect tee and yet want to pass by the Npcc member.. Wait long long la hor.. A gal u also wan to scold, u think u in regent v big ar har... BLOODY HELL... and the worst of all is that, my friend kanna wack infront of the Npcc member and yet they did not ever do a single thing to it... they stand like a tree won't move at all de.. Never do they duty well at all.. SIAN LA... =[

I just hope that this will not happen anymore..

2008-03-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

WOW... Today it's a brand new month and a brand new beging.. Haha.. I've encouter God in such a great way during the last whole week.. It's really amazing..

When I did not pray and read the word of God, I started to feel really v v tired and don't feel like doing anything but untill recently I started to pray and read the word of God. I really starting to feel the engergetic again.. It's no joke !!!!

When my phone alarm rang I tend to turn it off and countine to sleep until I overslept and late for school but when I pray, I turn the alarm off but still manage to wake up on time even I slept after midnight.. It's the power of God.. It's amazing.. Yesterday, I brought 2 friends to church and today I manage to bring along 6 other friends to church.. I'm being to start to see harvest coming in.. Praise GOD.. YEA.. =D

2008-02-25T12:20:00.000+08:00

Wahaha.. This is the first time I'm able to go for extra survices without any parental objection.. Praise God..

Nothing much to say, because now is study and study.. =]

yesterday the sermons is aboout Fear.. I have learned that Frea will defeat me and take away my Vision.. It also does not please God.. And it will also let me believe all things that are false.. But however, Faith will push away all the fear in my heart.. =D

Today I learned that, Love and Unity goes together.. We will lost the goly of God because of fear and rebelious.. Most important is that I learn that it is not what I do but it is who am I..

I guess that my faith in myself is rising up to the next level and I'm more confidence in what I'm suposse to do already.. =D

2008-02-08T15:07:00.000+08:00

Yo yo.. I'm here to post again.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.. =D

HAHA. . Yesterday I did not go school but in the morning I went back to Regent Sec to watch concert.. WOW, the lion dance was super nice lor, it's totally different from last few years sia.. Lols. . The rest of the concert was just ok ok nia lor..

After which I taught of going Bugis with Ee kiat, Meng Xue and Zheng min de but I decided not to go cos they need to go do their own stuff at 3 p.m . . I don't think it's fun so never go with them lor. . I decided to go out to have lunch with the sec 3 Npcc member, it's quite fun. . I enjoy myself hanging out with them . =D

After which, when night comes. . I went to Kenneth house to slack, we played dolta and CS. . I just learned how to play dolta nia. . Haha. . At midnight, he treat me a bowl of noodles. . It's nice.. I also played with his dog. . It's cute sia. . =]

At about 1 a.m then my dad came and fetch me back home.. HAHA.. =D

Today went to grandma house to bai nian. . =]

2008-01-28T13:32:00.000+08:00

Yox yox... Here to post again... =]

Yesterday morning went to woodlands libarary to meet the sec 3 for their this year unit campfire . . They are planing for the campfire.. Haha.. Hope that it'll be a sussesful . . They were discussing until like very serious sia... I go there to give some idea of the campfire and make some joke as they look stress up sia.. =]
Just Hope that they will do a good job bahx... =D

After that, we went to have lunch at Banquet. . After having lunch, they went back to discuss about their campfire but I went to Pan Pacific de office to collect my salery but the people said sat no colection sia.. BOMB me.. but nervermind luck I did not waste any of my time.. I went for hygine course which started at 3 p.m. I was late half an hour. .

After the course ended, I went home to have a rest liao.. This how I spent my day yesterday.. =]

Today service said about reputation, now I know how important my reputation is to other people le... I'm now at the top but it is the caractor which enable me stay at the top... =p

2008-01-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

WAH.. Super long never come here to blog le lor.. Haha.. I entered into Dover ite. . sad ar.. But it's too late le.. All I have to do now is in this campus study hard and get good GPA points in order 4 me to go poly..

Tml after my course, I'm going back to Regent sec to help out in NPCC.. Tml there are about 50 plus of the sec 1 coming to join this Cca.. Hope that they will stay trough out bahx.. =]

I going to slp le.. Super tired now sia.. =D

2008-01-07T13:30:00.000+08:00

Here to blog again.. After getting my N lv result many many things have happen but I don't wish to share it here.. Those who knows me well should know what had happen..

Hmm.. On the new year, my family member went to east coast park.. They went to cycle but I went there to fish.. HAha.. I caught 12 stupid fishs.. WAHAHA.. I think I don't want to say so much le..

Tml going Dover ite for orentation liao.. Must reach there at 9 a.m.. That's all for today le... Last thing, I just really wish to be a CI... =]

2007-12-14T06:50:00.000+08:00

HO HO HO.. WOW WOW.. I'm back here again.. HAHA.. I just came back from church camp... WOW.. It's was really really fun and exciting. . I seriously learn alot of stuff from my member and leader.. They are really really very encouraging and work together as a team.. o ya, and they are very "ON" man.. as in we do things are always must be together de..

WAHAHA.. On the 1st day, We have group cheer + Group flag and follow by cheering compition.. HAhaa... we are having fun.. We had the jimmy neutron challenge and then lunch + hangout and after which is Session 1.. After that we had a break + preparation..

Coming up next is Superhero malfunction.. Tis game is fun man.. It's involves alot of teamwork. After everythinh was settled. We had team discussion + Games(1), after which we had DINNER.. HAHA.. Hungry sia... We had our Session 2 come up after dinner... After the session we had our DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS.. HAHA.. Another fun game.. Next We had supper, after supper, we had our wash up + Lights out...

Haha.. I did not get much sleep last night as I am playing games with my members and other people from other groups.. So I stay up till 7.30a.m and wake up at 9a.m. Which is 1 1/2 hr sleep nia.. Hahaha.... Aiya.. I can't really explain much here... U must really be there then u'll know how fun and exciting it is.... I really really enjoy myself... =D

2007-12-08T02:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. I'm back to post again.. HAHA.. ERm.. Yesterday went to pan percific to have a interview for job lor.. After which went to the shopping centre to walk walk.. Follow by taking MRT back home.. =D

2007-12-03T14:31:00.000+08:00

WOW.. Very long never post le sia cos I'm busy. This morning when I woke up, I saw my sis was watching TV, grandma was out and the rest of my family was still sleeping. I need money for church camp, Building fund and my lunch.. I saw my allowance box was left with 2 ten dollor and the rest was 2 dollor notes plus a $50 to deposit to my bank.. It's not enough. I called Zheng An and asked him if he has enough $ to lend me first but he said No.. So I was thinking if I want to use the $50 anot. In the end I decided to use it without any complaint.

After giving everything which I need to give, I still left with some money for my lunch. My grandma called and asked me to buy dinner for my Sis and the food cost $3.. I still left with $3 in my wallet.. I went to minimart to buy newspaper and the store owner said that yesterday I did not take so total cost me $2.80.. My wallet was left with only a few cents only lor..

But when I reach home, my grandma gave me $20.. WOW.. I went to count how much I had left and it is $50 +.. It's enough for my monthly deposit into my bank.. PRAISE GOD.. He is truly my provider.. =D

Our church west side de member going back to jurong west le.. Today it was thefirst service that we had.. Pst Kong talked about faith.. 1 thing I learn is that Our life changes until the moment our thinking change..

2007-11-10T08:58:00.000+08:00

Yox yox.. Haha.. Yesterday at first went to City Hall to look for job but in the could not find any cause public holiday mahx.. so we went to walk walk ... We from city Hall walked to Bugis Junction and from there we statred to walk around the shopping centre.. Can say it's very sian de.. Nvm..

After which we went to Bugis street to walk walk.. Then after walking I meet my mei at bugis junction de top level.. After meeting we went home by 67 bus.. That's all.. =]

2007-11-08T12:46:00.000+08:00

HAHA.. Long time never post le.. So sorry.. Yesterday was quite fun..

Yesterday went out with kok shin, Chee Hiang, Daryl and me went to many places to look for job. HAha.. The first interview then the person said that if want today can start work le.. The pay is $7 per hour.. She also said that there is limited space only and told us to give her the answer before 2p.m.. Meanwhile we went to have our lunch and discuess and we decided not to take up the job because not worth it and what's more today I'm having Npcc mahx so can't make it..

Haha.. We went to many places to look for job too.. Lols.. Cut it short is about like that lor.. And today I had my Cca. Yesterday slept at about 1 a.m and this morning woke up at 7.30 a.m.. It's dame tired de lor.... Haha.. Hmm.. Then after Cca I went home took a bath and fall asleep till 4.30 p.m.. HAha.. It's really tired.. Tommorrow morning still need to meet them and go for job interview again.. Haha.. =]

O ya almost forgot... People remember if u plan to find a job don't go to starbucks or coffee bean to work cos starbucks pay u $4.80/hr and coffee bean pay $4/hr and must be 17 yrs old and above.. So not worth it.. =]

2007-10-25T08:07:00.000+08:00

I just had came back not long ago.. After school went to Home Team Academy to return the buttons and ranks for this year sec 4 batch.. So went there by taking bus 172 lor.. Actually nothing much to do there de la.. Just went to return some stuff then go home le lor..

On the way home, I went to coffee shop to buy dinner for my Brother and Sister.. =]

Yea, tml my birthday le... Getting older by 1 yr old liao.. HAHA... =]

Enjoy the slide show..

2007-10-24T13:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Really nothing much to post sia.. Ermmm...

Let me start from the moment I open my eyes when I woke up this morning bahx.. I went to meet Jia Yao at the bus stop wearing home cloths.. Just to pass him 2 Pe shirt.. Haha.. After that I went home to get change to my uniform then went to school for bridging lesson..

In class we played "Dia Di" and Chinese Chess and after which we played police and theif using poker cards.. Haha.. We played till recess..

After school hours, I went to play basketball till about 5.30 bahx then went to Gym till 7.30p.m.. After which, I went to had my dinner at choa chu kang stadium de western food.. Haha.. but I ate fried rice for my dinner..

Tat's how I spent my day.. =D

2007-10-21T04:47:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Yesterday reched home at about 11 plus.. Yesterday service ended at about 7 plus close to 8p.m le.. After that my chuch member clebrated my Birthday for me.. Wow, it's really wonderful sia.. =]

After celebrating, we went to Marina square to had our dinner.. After dinner is about 10 plus le ten thoes of us need to go home first took Mrt back home first.. I'm really very very happy.. =D

And thanks for the gift that they gave me.. Thxs so much.. =p

2007-10-20T12:49:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Just came back not long nia.. This afternoon went out with Jia Hao, Zong Yu and Hendy.. We went to Lot 1 to see if there is any formal clothing mahx. So after walking, we went to take a Mrt to Bugis.. We went to bugis junction to walk and look for formal de cloths..

In the end, I bought a formal shirt at the price of $19.. Haha.. It's a sale, original price is at $29 so it's $10 off.. Then after bought le then went to bugis street to walk walk.. Hendy bought a formal shirt at a price of $40..

We stay there till quite long.. It's about 5 plus le then we went to Sim Lim Tower to see which is a better Notbook.. Haha.. After walking, it's about 6 plus le so we took 67 bus back to lot 1 interchange.. Haha.. It's fun la.. =]

What is the funniest is that 1 of my friends saw the fan and said "Wahx this is my 1st time seeing the fan is so big" Sua Gu sia.. HAHA.. =]

Today sister b'day so celebrate for her.. =D

2007-10-19T12:34:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Posting again.. Lols.. Sry for not posting la cos no time to post mahx and somemore nothing much to post during my 1 week holiday.. 1 week holiday only go gym, swimming, play basketball, jogging and pool nia lor so nothing much and that's why I never post anything... =]

Yesterday skip 1 lesson of chem and 1 concert, don't get the wrong idea worx.. I in this school for 5 years and is my first time skip lesson and went home.. Haha.. The moment I reached home I went to take a bath and then went to bring my sister back home le and when I reach home, I play computer all the way.. Haha.. Yesterday at 10 to 10.30 p.m then know that today have Npcc trainning sia so I informed Jia Hao and we immediatly went to prepare our uniform till midnight sia.. After that I'm very tired le so went to sleep.. =)

Today lesson also never study de except for Chem.. Learn abit of cham on how to test on oxygen and other stuffs.. Then watch youtube, funnysia the show.. Lols.. After that is CME after that is contact and after which is recess, this is the time where I went out of school to cut my hair. Haha.. I went home to take money first then walk to yew tee to cut hair after that fu shan asked me to called hendy so I called lor. Who knows when he return my called I heard mdm kua voice and I was O SHIT.. Then she took the phone and said 'CHRISTOPHER IF U DON'T COME BACK NOW, U LATER DON'T NEED TO COME BACK' WAHX.. After hearing that I run all the way from yew tee to S11 to but lunch for my family member and told my mum that I can't bring my sister back home because I need to go back to school.. Haha.. She said ok.. So after putting the lunch on the table, I change to school shoes and run all the way back to class room sia.. It's a long way.. Lols.. Lucky I went to jogging before that if not I think run half-way then out of breath le.. Haha..

It's really a waste of our 2 weeks holiday just to go back to school for bridging lesson.. Go back to school also have nothing to do so must well go do somthing meaningful mahx.. So inorder for me to save time, I went to yew tee to cut hair during school lesson lor.. Lols.. If not our lesson end at 2 then by the time I totally have not enough time to prepare myself.. If I be a good boy and stay in class till 2p.m then I'm very sure that I'll be late for Npcc which I don't want it to happen unless it is really important.. Hmmm.. I think I still made the right decission... =D

I think u all can imagine how I spent my day today bahx.. I have lots of excitment during school hour.. It's my first time during scool hour going out to cut hair and come back again.. Hmm.. Not I want it de but I have no choice.. Anyway before I act, I have already prepare the outcome of punishment I will get le.. Anyway, it is already past, nothing to be proud of de.. So let the past be the past.. =]

2007-10-07T12:40:00.000+08:00

Yea.. Finally N lv ended le.. Sad thing is that today I can't go church.. ARG.... Miss them sia.. Haiz... 2 week never go le..

Then dad brought us to bukit timah again.. It's damn sian sia.. Ten when we reach there we climb the stupid hill.. when we reached the top of it.. I did push up, crunchers and sit up to entertain myself if not I will go rotten. . Haha..

Now I just hope to get a good job and a good pay if possible lor.. Haha.. and I want to take up swimming lesson and NYAA booklet... =] Missing MPCC days in Regent.. =(

Enjoy the silde show... =p

2007-10-04T08:38:00.000+08:00

Long time since I've been here to post le.. Haha.. Today is my 2nd last paper which I'm taking for my N lv... This coming friday is my last paper le and it is F&N... Wahxx need to remember alot of things sia.. Lols..

I change the song le because our friendship in secondary school got to come to an end soon after we receive our grades.. All the best in all of your papers.. JIA YOU... =]

Hope to keep in touch after we graduate from Regent sec.. I miss the days of fun and trouble we had from the day I step into Regent sec.. =[ And it has been 5years for me le.. There is lots of fun and trouble I went through.. But I have learn alot of things from my teachers.. =p

All the best and Jia you for all of your exam paper.. =D

2007-09-26T10:08:00.000+08:00

Haha... Here to post again.. Study is not an easy thing to do.. It'll be very tiring.. I don't like to study de then now got to study real hard in order for me to go to sec 5.. So yea.. Everyone taking N lv must JIA YOU ar.. CHIONG AR.... Don't type too long cos going back to revise le.. Lols..

2007-09-22T13:36:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Here to post again.. Preliem is over le.. So now is the real time for me to work hard for N level which is in 2 weeks time.. So must work hard le.. Sorry for those who are my blog reader as I totally have no time to post..

Today at about 5.45 we meet outside regent de bus stop going towards yew tee de then we went to school to see the celebration for the moon cake festival. Haha.. So sian.. Then after that we went to the canteen to have the tea break. Lols.. After which we went to play with fire at my block there de park... It's ok la only play like siao nia.. Haha.. Then after playing, we went to yew tee pasa malam to walk walk cos tml is the last day le bahx.. Wahaha.. After walking we went to yew tee the nearest basketball court to walk walk.. Boliao ar.. Haha.. After slacking we went to the another side of the basketball court near the Regent grove there.. Haha.. Aiya I stop here le la.. Then enjoy the picture which we took.. =]

2007-09-09T05:00:00.000+08:00

Yea.. Yesterday was the 1st mth that we had seperated le.. I'm now totally recover le.. Haha..Yesterday type half-way then very tired so just went to sleep. Yesterdat met Hendy, Daryl and jia Hao at Choa Chu kang de bus interchange at about 1plus. . After that we took 188 bus to harbourfront. . It took us about 1 hour plus to reach de harbourfront bus interchange sia.. It's damn long sia. . When we reached, we went to Vivo and walked walked and then met Eunice and went to Vivo Mac to have our lunch.

After lunch taught of going queensway but we think that if go there we need to take Mrt and then bus in order for us to reach there so we decided to stay at Vivo to walk for awhile more. We went to almost every shops in Vivo including arcade and the pet shop. Haha. After going to Vivo, we took Mrt to City Hall and went to esplanade to take picture and then went to Marina square to had our dinner.

After having dinner, we went to esplanade again to take a rest and enjoy ourself. After which we went to merlion park to take picture and then we walked all the way to padang there to take bus 960 back to stagmont ring. It took the bus about 1 hr plus to reach the place.. It's long man.. Haha.. Anyway we had lots of fun.. =]

2007-08-28T13:16:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello. . . Back here to post again.. Haha. . Just here to post a very very short de post. Hope this also counted as post ar.. Lols. If not people will ask me to update lehx.. Haha..

Toady nothing much to talk about sia.. Took back my Social Studies paper and I got 31/50.. PRAISE GOD.. This is the first time I manage to pass and get this kind of mark in my Social Studies man.. My english paper 2 I got 37/80.. Sob sob.. Less 4 more marks. My targeted scores is 47 so it is short of 10 marks lor.. Nvm.. I will work hard and get the target that I want.

I got to stop here le as I said will past a short 1. Haha.. =]
Gd nitexx.. =]

2007-08-27T07:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to church and 1 thing which shocked me is the verse says "If anyone cames to ME and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannt be My diciple" (Luke 14:26)

The first condition of dicipleship is a personal, passionate devotion to Jesus, until every other devotion seems like "hated" in comparison.

I had learn that "Worry" means to let a tormenting throught strangle you"

1) Worry is unproductive.

2) Worry is unreasonable

Worry is Negative mediatation.

"Ambition" is a strong desire to be successful in life and achive great things.

To Jesus, let's be "Ambitious for God" becoming successful in God, and achieving great things for God!

3) Worry is unnecessary

Faith require action.

For even when we were with you, we commanded you this: If anyone will not work, nither shall he eat. (2 Thess 3:10)

Nothing happens to us without

God's Divine Permission.

The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD, and He delights in his ways. Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down; for the LORD upholds him with His hand (ps 37:23-24)

And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose (Rom 8:28)

2007-08-23T13:50:00.000+08:00

YES,finally can post le.. Haha. Just now there is something wrong with the website that I can't view my blog several times. Lols. Today is my GEO de preliem paper.. Haha, still ok ok la not that bad till I don't know everything.. Haha.. After our preliem paper is about 9.30a.m lor. Nothing much to do also so slack in the canteen and chit chat till about 10 plus then go home to get change to go play badmition with my friends. After changing I went back to school for awhile and then went to cck stadium de badmition court to play until 3p.m.

After playing, I went back to school to wait for jasmine to come out cause all the sec 4 classes had their mock exam till 4.30p.m. The moment she came out, she was being ask to go to the nearby park and when she reached there the sec 2 and some of the sec 4 went to threw water bags and some of them contain flour and it is mixed with water de lor.. LOLS..

After which went home to bath and eat my dinner and went back to school to play frissbee.. Haha.. After playing, went home to have a rest and then went for my tution le.. Haha.. =]

2007-08-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Here to post again.. Yesterday was a great day even though I had to go trought so many problems. Yesterday night I read 21st Festival of praise 2007 de book. Title was WALKING IN THE SPIRIT.. Wahxx it was really powerful and it impacted me.

Galation 5:25 If we lives in the spirit, let us also walk in the spirit. We live our entire Christian life trough the power of the Holy Spirit(Gal 5:25). The Holy Spirit teaches us how to pray(Rom8:26)
He guides us(John 16:13)

He gives us access to the Father (Eph 2:18)

He is the bedrock of the New Covernant living(2 cor 3:6)

We fulfill all the righteousness of the Law because the Holy Spirit is within us( Rom 8:10)

We will be raised from the dead by the Holy Spirit (Rom 8:11)
He is the source of our life in God (Gal 6:8)

1 john 1:7 tells us to "walk in light" which means walking in transparent, honest, open ways.

We are also instructed to "walk in love" (Eph 5:2). We make dicisions based on love. Our steps are directed by love. This means living in patience-we wait for people; we don't get exasperated with them.

There is alot more, if you wanna know more about it you can ask from me.. =)

2007-08-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey.. Here to post again. Acutally today there is nothing much to post actually. After school stayed back to play frisbee with some of my friends. After which I went back home to have a bath and go back to school again to study with Jasmine. She taught me F&N as it is the subject which I'm weak at so need to brush up le cause N level is coming very very very very near already.. Ermmm.. Ten went back to NPCC there to have a look and then went home after staying in school for awhile. =]

2007-08-17T13:43:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. Here to post again.. Actually today nothing much to post about. Today was about study and study and study. After school we stay back in class for Chem Mock Exam, it was hard because whatever I study did not came out so most of the question I did not know how to do.. I don't think this will help me much man.. Haizz.. Must revise everything from the start for every subjects le.. As preliem is just weeks. It's unbelieveable man, it was like yesterday when I was still sec 3.. Times really pass by very quickly..

No choice but to study and study... Only study is the key word to pass my N level le.. I wanna get 8 points and below and I wanna go on forth to sec 5 and carry on to take my O and at the same time I wanna get higger rank in my NPCC. I will continue to go for CCA when I'm in sec 5 cause I can use it to deduct my points which I get when I'm in O.. Haha.. STUDY AND STUDY... =))

2007-08-13T12:45:00.000+08:00

If she read my blog I just wanna say that I'm really sorry connie.. I did not mean it de.. Hope you will forgive me.. =((

Went to bukit batok to have dinner with my family.. After which went to lot1 to buy fruits and flowers and went home.. The moment we reached home, it started to rain heavily le.. Haha.. Lucky we reached home in time.. =]

Now just hope that Connie and Charlotte( the 2 Cs) will be alright.. All I really can say is Cheer up as u all did not share much of ur problem so I really don't know what is happening so all I can say is Cheer up.. =(

2007-08-11T09:40:00.000+08:00

Yea yea.. Haha.. Now at yew tee mac using 1 of my bro de notebook to post.. Having them with me is really fun and happy.. Today we have a gathering at 6.30p.m for my batch de NPCC..

Yesterday went to Pandang to watch firework. There were Jia Hao, Zhenling and me taking Mrt to city hall. They were my brother.. Haha.. When we reached there, I called Ee Kiat to bring us there. Then Alice and her friends came and meet us and we walking to pandang to watch the firework... I fast forward ar... Then when it ended, we mat connie and a few of her friends. At first I was very quite but after a few conversation, I started to talk to them and joke with them.. They were very friendly and easy to get along.. After which we took 961 bus to stagmont ring and walked home..

Today, I went to woodlands libarary to study alone.. The reason is because firstly I want to reduce stress and also can do my english homework and also can forget her.. Come to talk about her, I almost going to forget her soon le.. She is so so so ....... I'll understand her when she started to share her problem with me then I'll understand her.. Always stay that personal personal.. Stead le also personal... Imagine got a stead don't want to share with u thing and said personal thing, how would u feel ?? Very uncomfortable de ritexx... Haizz.. I at there for about 4 hours then took a MRT to yew tee.. On the way up the stairs I saw Teck wei and we went in to Mac together.. Haha.. I still have my beloved brothers and sisters with me.. Haha.. Thxs for u all.. =]

My bro the labtop de batt is about to die le.. Hehe.. Got to stop here le.. =))

2007-08-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Today went to lot1 after school to slack just to try forgetting about her but it is very hard.. Meanwhile I saw my friend there and he told me that he is going to play pool so I went along and play pool with him and his friends.. Some of them is I know de.. Haha.. I spent about 5 hours plus there just try to forget her haizz.. But it is not enough at all.. After that I walked to Blk 787 de basketball court to play basketball. Actually I very long did not played le then tought of staying at lot1 till I go home then alvin wanted to go there so aiya just go lor.. Anyway go lot1 also nothing to do de mahxx.. So go play basketball..

Somehow no matter whatever I do, I will think of her sia.. Haizz.. She already said she lost the love for you le mahxx then what for wan to think of her ?? KIAN HWEE WAKE UP LA and ask urself worth it mahxx ?? Haizz... She just told me that she regreated stead with me in the first place lor.. Haizz.. If I know that I won't spent so much time on her le la.. I think after a few days that she don't care about me that moment, her love for me is already dead le lor.. I just simply go asked her friend what really happen to her and why she don't want to contact me only then she not happy le and said I never give her freedom.. What is all this man.. I treat her so good and yet in return I got this kind of result.. Wahxx.. Pro..

What really make me the most angry is that, the day when we broke up she invited her kor into the conversation and her bloddy kor said that let me anounced that you have a clean break with Ws.. GO BANG WALL LA.. This is between me and her right then what for came in to interfere and she also got wrong go add him in for what.. I don't care what people will say after looking at this post.. All I know is that I'm right in this relationship.. I did told her that if there is anything that she misunderstand me or want just come to check with me and she said ok de lor.. In the end I did something wrong which I am not sure of she did not told me at all and just kept quite and wait till her love for me fade off then don't want to be with me.. What is this man.. I did told her before hand that this year is my 'N' level year and I will tend to forget most of the thing and I really forgot when is her Cca and she got angry with me..

She told me that she is not angry but disappointed... Really ?? But she did not said where I disappoint her.. She said that why guys must lose the gal le then will know how to cherish?? She dare to say I never cherish her.. If I never cherish her, will I bother to call her and talk to her? will I care to talk bus all the way to her school after I rush back home and change to my home cloth just don't want to let her parent know that I'm from regent sec cause most of the people said Regent sec is famouse for gangsterism.. She also told her parents that I'm from her school and it made things difficult for me.. If I don't cherish her then why will I bother to plan to go out to vivo city with her and my friends..

If I don't cherish her then why will I let her know my church friends and my school friends and If I don't cherish her why will I asked my friends from that school to take care of her for me.. If I don't cherish her why will I want to care for her when she is sick.. So stupid lor.. She had her 2nd blog but she refuess to let me see.. This is totally ridi and don't make any sence at all.. If that moment she told me why she don't want to contact me then I would not have gone to ask her friend le ritex.. Then this kind of thing would not happy also le rite... She just asked me not to contact her until a few days later then she contace me without saying any reason.. This is called stead ar.. This is called CHILDISH Relationship which I don't like at all..

People said don't lose her cause she very chio.. I said Chio got what used, what I want is true love and she will understand me that all.. I want thing to be simply and she want thing to be complicated.. I got nothing to say le.. Since she want a break up and I try to persude her but she still said no then so be it lor.. Anyway it is impossible for us to be together anymore le.. Just hope that after I leave, she will be much more happier..

ALL I WANT NOW IS GOD.. =]

2007-08-08T13:49:00.000+08:00

Haha.. just broke up.. She had lie to me and left a big mass for me to clean up.. I'm really not happy at all lor.. She said that she will contact me but until a few day still have not even contact me lor.. We had our first qurral and things turn out to be a broke up and she still said she love me and trust me.. Now I know its all bull shit.. We just stead for the 1st month and I know where our relationship stand le.. It's very very weak..But 1 thing I know is that whenever she is with me I'll be very happy, I also don't know why..

She don't bother me then I called her friend to ask what happen only also got wrong mehxx.. She still said I never give her freedom sia.. Before we stead, she told me that if she had a bf then she won't talk much to other guys but after stead she asked me if she can go out with a group of boys mahxx then I said go ahead lor.. Like that also call no freedom ar.. So lame lor.. Anyway I have already prepare that this day will come but I did not expect it to come so fast. Never mind as I said with God all things are possible for me.. I believe that this crack in my heart will be heal shortly.

I now no mood to type le.. Takkare all my friends.. =))

2007-08-07T12:16:00.000+08:00

I'm here to post. Actually today I woke up at 7 plus but I'm too tired to wake up so went back to sleep again.. Until 8 plus then woke up. Almost late for school. This few days can't sleep well, also so don't know why.. After school I heard that there will be rehersal for NDP so I decided to stay back and take a look, actually I stay back is to play frisbee de but then somehow inside of me stired me up and wanted to go for the rehersal.. So I just went and take a look.. Wahxx.. I was reallly shock that after the current NCO had passed out the standed has really drop. The moment I saw them march I was like wandering if we did teach them proper drill mahxx sia.. Nvm, fast forward all this cause I still need to study.. Haha.. The important thing is that when after the rehersal I talked to the Np member about ...... Can said "alot" bahxx..

When inside Np room I talked to the NCO and they gave feedback about the sec 1 and sec 2 and I told them that the sec 1 are very stubborn and they also agree. Aiyo, what is lacking in them is teamwork and communication cause this is the main thing to have a strong teamwork.. I also asked them to pump the sec 1 and 2 if there is a valid reason but they told me that Mr Heng came in and interfered that they should not pump them in front in the ceenteen.. I was Ermmm orh ok.. What wrong with that when other Cca is not around ?? It is when can't pump if other Cca is there mahxx.. Nvm. Anyway I'm passed out and my main target is to study hare and go on to sec 5.. Haha..

Today was very very packed day for me. The moment I reached home I went to bring my sister to tution then got to rush home to have a bath and after which I went to my dear dear block and wait for her to bring her to tution cause I really want her to forgive me cause I really did not did it on purpose de.. Just hope that after opening the thing which I gave her she will be happy bahxx.. All I want to see is that she will be happy and stop stressing herself le..

I tought that I was late when on the way going to her house but I put my trust in God and He is really good to me.I reached there early and my dear dear did not go out cause I somehow have a feeling that she will be going to her tution very early but she did not. God is always not late or early for me..He is always at the dot.. Trust me, put your trust in God and everything will turn out not too late or too early for you.. If you happen to ask me how I know, I only can tell you that I have experience his love and the way He place things in my life.. HE IS REAL..

GOD is great, all the time. All the time, God is great..

2007-08-06T09:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to national stadium for Fastival Of Praise(FOP). I'm very very refresh and I could feel the presence of God so powerfully. When we are worshiping, I could see a vision that I managed to pass my N level and go on to sec 5 if I really study hard and I also see that my relationship with Wen Shan will also deeply improve. This don't stop here and I also could see that in our relationship there will be many things will come our way and want us to break. If both of us are strong and go trough all this, we will be able to see real happiness in our relationship..

I now just wish and hope that she will not keep everything to herself but can find someone to share. I just want her to be happy whenever she is with me, this is what I hope.. I have faith that we will overcome this problem. Cause with Jesus Christ all thing are possible to those who believe.. And trust me our God are still alive and I have experice it myself.. Put ur trust in him and u'll see something great which u'll not imagine or think of it before.. It's so great..

I know that I have somehow let her angry but I' really very sry and I will not do it again.. If you are reading this post I really hope that u'll forgive me. I will promise that our relationship will restore onces again..

Missing you loads.. =(